I'm a lazy motherfucker. But it suits me.
I feel like such a whiney bitch whenever I make an entry in this thing.
I went through my aim list the other night and deleted about 98% of the names on them. I just seem to annoy people whenever I talk to them so I just deleted most every one off it. Nothing personal or spiteful, just don't talk to them anymore and when I do I feel like I'm alienating them, or just bothering them. I did the same thing for LJ friend list, I just deleted anyone who never/almost never posts or people who post every time they hear a noise upstairs. Again, not saying that to be hurtful, just giving the honest reason why.
H&R Block is going to have to wait till Tuesday before I can pay them for doing my taxes. I need them to change something about my dad claiming me this year, but that'll have to wait too unless they are open after 5pm, but I doubt that. I always forget we get paid on the very last day of the month. My account on City of Heroes will probably be axed by then because I only have 5 bucks on it as of now. I plan on using all 150 dollars of my tax refund to pay it off. Well I'm using half of this coming pay check to pay it off and then the 150 bucks to pay off what ever is left. So many bills, so little money, I yearn for the day my cell phone contract is up. I signed up for 2 years, not sure how long ago though. I suppose I could call and find out, but then I'd have to call them.
On a more introspective note I keep 'spacing out' and focusing my eyes on what I think are phantom ripples or shadows that dance across my eyes. I guess. It's hard to describe I'm not even sure other people see these things too, they look like ripples that bounce around in my (your) line of vision. I don't know if maybe it's dirt or something between my contacts or what. I do remember seeing them long before I even needed glasses though. I don't always see them either. It's sort of like background music for my eyes. I've also taken up the "best defense is just staring blankly" tactic in personal attacks. Bleh, that makes no sense. I didn't really consciously take it up, but every time I'm confronted by my brother or friend or co-worker...etc... I just listen to what they have to say and don't really defend my actions. Just doesn't seem worth it anymore. Not much does.
School has been interesting enough; I made a 76 on that math test, mostly due to silly mistakes I made. What a surprise. I'm going to study even h4rd3r next time. Earth science was easy to sleep through today; we went over the movie "Core" and all of the stupid inconsistencies with it and reality. I've learned absolutely nothing in that class so far other than my teacher is far to easily distracted. And he loves pointing out stupid things in stupid movies. I'm enjoying my western history class more and more, even with all of the things about the church and religion that pop-up (apparently that was important back then, pft) it's interesting.
I'm a fool.
I went through my aim list the other night and deleted about 98% of the names on them. I just seem to annoy people whenever I talk to them so I just deleted most every one off it. Nothing personal or spiteful, just don't talk to them anymore and when I do I feel like I'm alienating them, or just bothering them. I did the same thing for LJ friend list, I just deleted anyone who never/almost never posts or people who post every time they hear a noise upstairs. Again, not saying that to be hurtful, just giving the honest reason why.
H&R Block is going to have to wait till Tuesday before I can pay them for doing my taxes. I need them to change something about my dad claiming me this year, but that'll have to wait too unless they are open after 5pm, but I doubt that. I always forget we get paid on the very last day of the month. My account on City of Heroes will probably be axed by then because I only have 5 bucks on it as of now. I plan on using all 150 dollars of my tax refund to pay it off. Well I'm using half of this coming pay check to pay it off and then the 150 bucks to pay off what ever is left. So many bills, so little money, I yearn for the day my cell phone contract is up. I signed up for 2 years, not sure how long ago though. I suppose I could call and find out, but then I'd have to call them.
On a more introspective note I keep 'spacing out' and focusing my eyes on what I think are phantom ripples or shadows that dance across my eyes. I guess. It's hard to describe I'm not even sure other people see these things too, they look like ripples that bounce around in my (your) line of vision. I don't know if maybe it's dirt or something between my contacts or what. I do remember seeing them long before I even needed glasses though. I don't always see them either. It's sort of like background music for my eyes. I've also taken up the "best defense is just staring blankly" tactic in personal attacks. Bleh, that makes no sense. I didn't really consciously take it up, but every time I'm confronted by my brother or friend or co-worker...etc... I just listen to what they have to say and don't really defend my actions. Just doesn't seem worth it anymore. Not much does.
School has been interesting enough; I made a 76 on that math test, mostly due to silly mistakes I made. What a surprise. I'm going to study even h4rd3r next time. Earth science was easy to sleep through today; we went over the movie "Core" and all of the stupid inconsistencies with it and reality. I've learned absolutely nothing in that class so far other than my teacher is far to easily distracted. And he loves pointing out stupid things in stupid movies. I'm enjoying my western history class more and more, even with all of the things about the church and religion that pop-up (apparently that was important back then, pft) it's interesting.
I'm a fool.