Ka is a wheel.
I've been reading far too much Dark Tower at once. I think that like the way it was written it should be read. I've started to absorb some of the mannerisms in the book into my life. I see groups of friends and think " ka-tet." Also had the embarrasing instance of being asked if I was 19 by a girl in my math class and answering (not kidding) "Aye, you say true." I was reading when she asked me the question but still...
I missed work today, faked sick again. I have to stop doing this, I keep missing hours I really need. I have to call in some time tomorrow and see if they need me. Doubtful though they don't really need me as it is. I've been really lazy lately I should probably do something about that. maybe. Not so much at work but I've been pretty slack in school work and room clean-ness.
Sold some of my books back today and got sixty dollars for three of them, that was nice. I spent about 20 mins debating whether or not I should just give the money to my dad or keep it and use it. I ended up buying "The Antichrist" and "Final Fantasy I&II Dawn of Souls" I feel guilty about it now, but I some how convinced my self that I'll be paying back the loan that bought the books in the first place so I should be allowed to spend half of the money. I think if I give the remaining thirty dollars to my dad I'd feel better about the whole thing, but I doubt it.
Finals week is coming up next week. I'm not too worried about it. I could dribble on and on about the specifics of my tests but I only really know about two of three of the tests I'm taking next week. I need to get a hold of Mr. Connely and ask him when the exam is =S
City of Hero's obsession has been lessening lately. Don't know why. I don't know anyone who plays the game except David, but we just don't connect like we do in real life in games like that. I don't "team up" with other people in the game either. I don't know about it anymore. I'm reading 3 books right now plus FF1&2 and COH. Drive your self into fantasy worlds much?
Anyways I've been trying to mend what little friendship I did have with goji by saying silly things, but I think my messing with and general ass-holery crossed the line. No subtle way about it though; Sorry for being an ass about things you believe in strongly I shouldn't mock it and I ask for your forgiveness.
I've had a falling out of sorts with my two siblings, we all get along pretty well when we're together, but we all talk about each other behind our collective backs. Not sure how healthy that is but eh. We got into a "discussion" about smoking in restaurants and they ganged up on me and turned to personal attacks, all's fair though. I started it really, when I argue I tend to say things in a belittling way. Oh well. We all just kinda of let it go, but I may have crossed the line. I'm getting pretty good at that.
Relationship with my dad and mom is on the rocks too. My mom is always hinting at something or other that for some reason upsets me. Just the way she says things makes me want to lash out at her with some snide and cutting comment. I used to let my tongue fly un-checked with her and still do on occasion, but when we're alone I just let her think what she wants. And I'm always belittling my dad he'll come into my room and I immediately slouch and sigh and that seems to disappoint him more than anything. I feel so horrible afterwards I really do enjoy his company and he's going to the clearing at the end of the path all too soon. I wish my kids would be able to meet him in good health.
Well this turned into quite a post. I'll stop here for tonight, mayhap continue tomorrow.
I missed work today, faked sick again. I have to stop doing this, I keep missing hours I really need. I have to call in some time tomorrow and see if they need me. Doubtful though they don't really need me as it is. I've been really lazy lately I should probably do something about that. maybe. Not so much at work but I've been pretty slack in school work and room clean-ness.
Sold some of my books back today and got sixty dollars for three of them, that was nice. I spent about 20 mins debating whether or not I should just give the money to my dad or keep it and use it. I ended up buying "The Antichrist" and "Final Fantasy I&II Dawn of Souls" I feel guilty about it now, but I some how convinced my self that I'll be paying back the loan that bought the books in the first place so I should be allowed to spend half of the money. I think if I give the remaining thirty dollars to my dad I'd feel better about the whole thing, but I doubt it.
Finals week is coming up next week. I'm not too worried about it. I could dribble on and on about the specifics of my tests but I only really know about two of three of the tests I'm taking next week. I need to get a hold of Mr. Connely and ask him when the exam is =S
City of Hero's obsession has been lessening lately. Don't know why. I don't know anyone who plays the game except David, but we just don't connect like we do in real life in games like that. I don't "team up" with other people in the game either. I don't know about it anymore. I'm reading 3 books right now plus FF1&2 and COH. Drive your self into fantasy worlds much?
Anyways I've been trying to mend what little friendship I did have with goji by saying silly things, but I think my messing with and general ass-holery crossed the line. No subtle way about it though; Sorry for being an ass about things you believe in strongly I shouldn't mock it and I ask for your forgiveness.
I've had a falling out of sorts with my two siblings, we all get along pretty well when we're together, but we all talk about each other behind our collective backs. Not sure how healthy that is but eh. We got into a "discussion" about smoking in restaurants and they ganged up on me and turned to personal attacks, all's fair though. I started it really, when I argue I tend to say things in a belittling way. Oh well. We all just kinda of let it go, but I may have crossed the line. I'm getting pretty good at that.
Relationship with my dad and mom is on the rocks too. My mom is always hinting at something or other that for some reason upsets me. Just the way she says things makes me want to lash out at her with some snide and cutting comment. I used to let my tongue fly un-checked with her and still do on occasion, but when we're alone I just let her think what she wants. And I'm always belittling my dad he'll come into my room and I immediately slouch and sigh and that seems to disappoint him more than anything. I feel so horrible afterwards I really do enjoy his company and he's going to the clearing at the end of the path all too soon. I wish my kids would be able to meet him in good health.
Well this turned into quite a post. I'll stop here for tonight, mayhap continue tomorrow.