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im so fucking sick of being dissapointed by him and never feeling appreciated and always being taken advantage of because ill always get over it and he doesnt fucking care all i asked for for my 2 year anniversary was a as in one fucking flower and a card and all i got was more lies and more trust issues and it really pisses me off that im the only girl whos been with the same guy for more than 2 years whos never been taken on an actual date where your picked up taken to dinner and a movie and you dont have to worry about a thing including paying just becuse and i dont give a flying fuck if that seems selfish because its not i fucking deserve something nice done for me at least once in our relationship just because not because he did something wrong or its a holiday but i dont even get that on my fucking anniversary im so fucking sick of everything. all i wanted was popcorn and some movies tonite and i cant even get that but he goes out of his way to do stuff with/for his friends/the band why am i always kicked to the fucking curb? ive always been supportive but to be honest i hate his friends i hate the band i hate it all now, he doesnt give a shit about me so why do i give a shit about him and how he feels, and he'll NEVER fucking get it. your supposed to treat people the way you want to be treated but its fucking useless.