Dec 06, 2007 11:37
school that is. not just this semester, but college as a whole. my motivation is so shot its absolutely depressing. this has been a common theme for a while i know, but damn man, i just can't knock myself out of this funk. fyi: i am single. seriously. and i am open to any suggestions of possible future mates. wow that sounded desperate. i'm not really sad, just kind of empty. it sucks yes, but i mean what can you do? a guy on this side of the atlantic would be nice. cameron broke up with his gf (yeah gf, i'm just as confuzzled as you all) and he's still hinting at developing something between us. i think not. rhoten sure is nice though. no. no no no. dating at work = bad. gah. you know, i feel like my life went from being right on track to completely fallen apart. had a bf, my own place, i was getting things done and getting a move on with my life, and now its all gone. awesome. i want to cry now. good. great. fanfuckingtastic. someone help me. does anyone read this? i don't know anymore.