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It has been so long since i have written in livejournal... my other one is deleted, and only erik and kendall have this one added, so i guess i'm talking to you... hahaha (well lindsey too but she has a new one i think) anyway.....
just wanted to say hi. and i love you guys more than life itself and i don't ever want you to forget that and i don't ever want you to think that i will ever be able to stop loving you.
you guys are my rock. my family. my life.
...but i'm so sick of everything.
i'm tired of school.
i'm tired of drama.
i'm tired of stupidity.
i'm tired of secrets.
i'm tired of life.
get me out of this hell hole.
i wish i could feel special just once, just one time in my life.
i wish i could actually be loved, and actually be cared about.
i've never felt so alone in my life and i don't know why.
i'm so lost and confused.
I HATE THIS SO MUCH
make it stop.
just wanted to say hi. and i love you guys more than life itself and i don't ever want you to forget that and i don't ever want you to think that i will ever be able to stop loving you.
you guys are my rock. my family. my life.
...but i'm so sick of everything.
i'm tired of school.
i'm tired of drama.
i'm tired of stupidity.
i'm tired of secrets.
i'm tired of life.
get me out of this hell hole.
i wish i could feel special just once, just one time in my life.
i wish i could actually be loved, and actually be cared about.
i've never felt so alone in my life and i don't know why.
i'm so lost and confused.
I HATE THIS SO MUCH
make it stop.