Feb 16, 2005 22:59
so after all this time
it doesn't matter now what i feel..
no matter how true or real..
because i can never tell you to your face..
you've already put me in my place.
so, i'll be here..
still feeling what i feel..
pretending its not killing me inside..
and trying to appreciate just having you in my life.
forgive me if i slip every now and then..
and forget to act like we're just friends..
but i've loved you since the first time i really looked into your eyes..
and this just might be my demise..
because i've tried and i've tried..
to bury this feeling to somewhere deep inside.
because it doesnt matter now what i feel..
no..no matter how true or real..
but this feeling just wont die..
and i'm tired of asking why..
because i've loved you since the first time i really looked into your eyes.