realization # 4,001,945
having my heart broken as harshly and deeply as i did the first time..
and having it take about 4yrs to completely heal..
did me a world of good.
why?
because now..
my heart knows how to heal..
and it heals almost as fast as you can say goodbye..
or..as fast you can ignore me and not say anything at all.
you see..
when you hurt me..
my heart already knows the routine..
and..
i no longer have old wounds that still need to heal
underneath the one that you've just caused..
and i've learned not to be bitter..
not to hate..
but to understand..
move on..
and live my life.
and having it take about 4yrs to completely heal..
did me a world of good.
why?
because now..
my heart knows how to heal..
and it heals almost as fast as you can say goodbye..
or..as fast you can ignore me and not say anything at all.
you see..
when you hurt me..
my heart already knows the routine..
and..
i no longer have old wounds that still need to heal
underneath the one that you've just caused..
and i've learned not to be bitter..
not to hate..
but to understand..
move on..
and live my life.