Dec 12, 2008 00:00
i don't like the person i was, and the person i want to be isn't working to hot
i can't even be myself (the one i want to be) because that seems to piss off people even more.
i can move back to the west coast and be a dick.
i can stay out here and try and start over.
both have advantages. both would leave me alone in the end.
my sheer state of uncertainty is enough to drive even the closest of friends away.