Jun 14, 2005 13:33
If there could be better understanding of a thankful mind, it would be mine. A cloud of depression turned to angst and heartbreak has faded into a beauty that cannot quite be explained, nor tamed, and I am relieved. In place of anger and unruley emotion a new comfort has emerged, with those I consider to be family staying close to my heart and home...
Still overwhelmed and undeniably impatient, I will arrive home tomorrow to a family not seen in many years. Excitement, relief hesitation and contemplation of recent events have combined into an unemotional blend of flavors that are completely out of control to an already bruised mind, and I find myself tolerating the disorder with greater ease than anticipated.