Love/Hate
Most Friday nights if I go out with my work lot I will see her in Vodka Revolution.
I always made sure she saw me and made out that I never noticed her.
The first time however, back in May. We actually chatted and she was like "Yeah, call me and we will go to lunch or summut".
I called (more than once) but she never answered, nor did she reply to any text message I sent her.
So after like a week of trying to get hold of her, I gave up, faced up to facts that she hadnt changed from the way she was a year or so back.
she was still the same. but its the same that I fell for hard. damn her.
so anyhow, anytime that she would be in there with her work lot I would try my hardest to get her to notice me. Always going to the bar near her. Waiting until she made eye contact then quickly looking away as if I never saw her. Those sorts of things.
But Friday night just gone, I walked past her from the bar and she said "Alright Lee."
(Me being over excitedily happy that my months of playing hard to get resulted in her talking first - pety and for no reason in particular)
So I said alright and she continued to make brief conversation.
Like... "where are you working now?" but everytime I answered she wouldnt even listen to the answer and would be giggling or gossiping with her mate next to her. So I just walked off. Bruised and deflated from my previous high that she spoke first. But the way she was acting just confirmed she is a self centered arrogant bitch.
Im not going into the whole back story as my finger is sore from typing.
but even though she is everything that I hate in a person I would still be with her in a heartbeat. i would still probably go out of my way still to please her and get her to make the first point of contact, even if it is me talking to the back of her head whilst she talks to her mate.
Because I do know alot about her, we used to speak on the phone for like 3 hours a night everynight for like four months plus. She was going to move into my house at one point. when her parents kicked her out for being a bitch who took advantage of them she was awaiting moving into a shared house, but she was kicked out a fortnight before her room was ready.
all her "close" mates didnt want to know her at this point and I agreed that she could stay at mine, she was all set to come to mine, I had met her at her house with all her bags but she called up her shared home place for one last try and luckily the person who's room she was taking over left early so she went straight there.
did i get a thanks for helping her pack/take her stuff there/unpack? yes i did actually. but she soon forgot about me.
the middle part from that date to the start of this entry isnt really exciting. just more talking/bonding/heart deflating that we had been doing since we met really.
gosh, well ive went on more than I wanted to.
so i will stop.
end.