Cause all the cool kids are doing it...
The first line of each month's first journal entry of 2008:
You know....I'm somewhat hesitent writing this.
You see....I have this entire rant saved up about the perception of witches and how I'm not really into that "crazy bat shat" side of wicca.
Dude, i need to get my nap going so we can go bowling in an hour...but...
Someone remind me sometime this next week when i'm not utterly exhausted to make a post about my sexual insecurities.
Beltane. Still keeping the trend of really important dates.
California here we come...
Well....i'm hiking mount charleston tomorrow. It's the tallest mountain in southern nevada. It will be about 4500 feet elevation change, which is INTENSE. Like Insane intense.
"Scientists are mistrusted by huge swathes of the general public, who see them as emotionless lab-coated meddlers-with-nature rather than, say, fellow human beings who've actually bothered getting off their arses to work this shit out."
I've been skulking in my room the past few days. I really havn't spoken to anyone. I have been very upset with people in my life. I've moved past it though. I've adjusted my expectations. And my trust.
Let's get straight to the point. I'm someone who doesn't judge anyone. I accept them for who they are, even if i don't understand it. So often times, people come to me with secrets...and problems. I have a whole host of them. and usually i can help.
What a night. I got a few looks...but i was left alone supprisingly. I went to the cemetary and brought on of my tables with me. I carved two pumpkins and really got to bottom of these issues i've been having.
It's been a very very VERY long time since i've talked to someone i can FUCKING RELATE with. Years, in fact. none of my family. none of my immediate friends. with some...i'm always on the defesive. with others i just shut up because...well...."they'll be much happier than i will be".
wow....it would seem my life is full of emotional angusish and drama without the rest of the posts......huh. Strange. It's been supprisingly the opposite. Oh well. That's first lines for you. I like the scientists one...
You know....I'm somewhat hesitent writing this.
You see....I have this entire rant saved up about the perception of witches and how I'm not really into that "crazy bat shat" side of wicca.
Dude, i need to get my nap going so we can go bowling in an hour...but...
Someone remind me sometime this next week when i'm not utterly exhausted to make a post about my sexual insecurities.
Beltane. Still keeping the trend of really important dates.
California here we come...
Well....i'm hiking mount charleston tomorrow. It's the tallest mountain in southern nevada. It will be about 4500 feet elevation change, which is INTENSE. Like Insane intense.
"Scientists are mistrusted by huge swathes of the general public, who see them as emotionless lab-coated meddlers-with-nature rather than, say, fellow human beings who've actually bothered getting off their arses to work this shit out."
I've been skulking in my room the past few days. I really havn't spoken to anyone. I have been very upset with people in my life. I've moved past it though. I've adjusted my expectations. And my trust.
Let's get straight to the point. I'm someone who doesn't judge anyone. I accept them for who they are, even if i don't understand it. So often times, people come to me with secrets...and problems. I have a whole host of them. and usually i can help.
What a night. I got a few looks...but i was left alone supprisingly. I went to the cemetary and brought on of my tables with me. I carved two pumpkins and really got to bottom of these issues i've been having.
It's been a very very VERY long time since i've talked to someone i can FUCKING RELATE with. Years, in fact. none of my family. none of my immediate friends. with some...i'm always on the defesive. with others i just shut up because...well...."they'll be much happier than i will be".
wow....it would seem my life is full of emotional angusish and drama without the rest of the posts......huh. Strange. It's been supprisingly the opposite. Oh well. That's first lines for you. I like the scientists one...