OOC final comments on Réka and the so called baby plot
This is the end of road for Réka. Bleda hunted her down and now, he’s going to keep her and also the children. And this is the canon for my pups. From now, any other reference than Réka’s dead or missing - with or without mentioning her name - should be serious infringement of her mun’s right.
It was a long way till I got here... a long way paved with pain, humiliation and tears of shattered dreams. And I have enough of this. It’s done. I’ve done with this story for a very long time if ever continue. And there’s one very good reason to stop this: because this was supposed to be fun.
And this was not fun for very long time. No, and it was not even healthy. However important this story was for me, I decided to stop, because there’s no plot on the Earth that’d worth all those things I had to take because of this.
Only a few weeks ago, I stated Réka’s story as AU in a hope that I could finish this plot and there was also an OOC on the other party’s journal in which the fellow mun stated that she also continues the story.
I tried to talk to her, in the hope that - even if we stopped rp-ing - we could keep the plot in one version. I tried. And I failed.
And now, the hardest part, that I tried to avoid making it public but I just can’t hold it any longer. Every mun has the right to write their pups as they like. And I do think that forcing Réka give birth to her children in January instead of March is a serious abuse. And the same goes for Bleda, he wanted to take action in February only and he had very good reason for that. And the most serious abuse I could imagine for my pup is creating her child with a note from the other mun that Réka is not even allowed to interact with him! The last thing I want to see different versions of Réka’s child running around.
This is not funny. This is crazy.
I’ve struggled with the seriously depressed M!Réka since she was supposed to live happily with her husband since she was prohibited even from talking to him. Fine. I can understand that things have changed and we are no friends any longer. But I demand respect for my pups and myself as much as I respect other muns and pups around.
So, deaf ear was turned to my suggestions and I got the advice “do not like do not read”. WTF? With any other story, I’d take it. But not with this one. Because this story was mine. No one can deny this fact. I came up with the original idea and it was me who worked out the basic conception of this plot and not the other party. It might sound hard but I do think that continuing this plot with dropping my pups out of it is a sort of plagiarism. (Again, I did not wish to rp with the other party. All I asked was merely keeping the story in one version with minimal/zero interaction between Réka and Haag. Was that such hard asking?)
And as for copycats, I do think that leaving my pups’ name out of the story is not good enough, not nearly. This just made things even worse. The other mun would have the right to came up with her own version from the basics and leaving this one. She did not change major things and those who has followed the story know of my pups' role. Not that I’d go and report this to the www.ifuckedupinrp.livejournal.com Sometimes one has to stand up for their rights but the internet is just not the right place.
But now, it has done. I pull my pups out of this madness and also myself.
I’m not happy with that at all, given both pups are very strong and demanding ones. I might do prompts for deviant_muses since Réka has joined that comm. Or maybe not. They both are silent and hurt right now. Just like this mun.
Thank you for listening... and sorry for ranting. Usually, I'm not that bitch. Honestly, I did not want this. I know that I made a mistake but I also apologized not only once but many times... And I wanted nothing but playing nicely... I can play nicely. Really.
ETA: I'm quite aware that, most likely, I committed a suicide as rp-er, with this entry. But I don't care. There're things cannot remain unsaid.
It was a long way till I got here... a long way paved with pain, humiliation and tears of shattered dreams. And I have enough of this. It’s done. I’ve done with this story for a very long time if ever continue. And there’s one very good reason to stop this: because this was supposed to be fun.
And this was not fun for very long time. No, and it was not even healthy. However important this story was for me, I decided to stop, because there’s no plot on the Earth that’d worth all those things I had to take because of this.
Only a few weeks ago, I stated Réka’s story as AU in a hope that I could finish this plot and there was also an OOC on the other party’s journal in which the fellow mun stated that she also continues the story.
I tried to talk to her, in the hope that - even if we stopped rp-ing - we could keep the plot in one version. I tried. And I failed.
And now, the hardest part, that I tried to avoid making it public but I just can’t hold it any longer. Every mun has the right to write their pups as they like. And I do think that forcing Réka give birth to her children in January instead of March is a serious abuse. And the same goes for Bleda, he wanted to take action in February only and he had very good reason for that. And the most serious abuse I could imagine for my pup is creating her child with a note from the other mun that Réka is not even allowed to interact with him! The last thing I want to see different versions of Réka’s child running around.
This is not funny. This is crazy.
I’ve struggled with the seriously depressed M!Réka since she was supposed to live happily with her husband since she was prohibited even from talking to him. Fine. I can understand that things have changed and we are no friends any longer. But I demand respect for my pups and myself as much as I respect other muns and pups around.
So, deaf ear was turned to my suggestions and I got the advice “do not like do not read”. WTF? With any other story, I’d take it. But not with this one. Because this story was mine. No one can deny this fact. I came up with the original idea and it was me who worked out the basic conception of this plot and not the other party. It might sound hard but I do think that continuing this plot with dropping my pups out of it is a sort of plagiarism. (Again, I did not wish to rp with the other party. All I asked was merely keeping the story in one version with minimal/zero interaction between Réka and Haag. Was that such hard asking?)
And as for copycats, I do think that leaving my pups’ name out of the story is not good enough, not nearly. This just made things even worse. The other mun would have the right to came up with her own version from the basics and leaving this one. She did not change major things and those who has followed the story know of my pups' role. Not that I’d go and report this to the www.ifuckedupinrp.livejournal.com Sometimes one has to stand up for their rights but the internet is just not the right place.
But now, it has done. I pull my pups out of this madness and also myself.
I’m not happy with that at all, given both pups are very strong and demanding ones. I might do prompts for deviant_muses since Réka has joined that comm. Or maybe not. They both are silent and hurt right now. Just like this mun.
Thank you for listening... and sorry for ranting. Usually, I'm not that bitch. Honestly, I did not want this. I know that I made a mistake but I also apologized not only once but many times... And I wanted nothing but playing nicely... I can play nicely. Really.
ETA: I'm quite aware that, most likely, I committed a suicide as rp-er, with this entry. But I don't care. There're things cannot remain unsaid.