my heart is sore with the weight of too many choices
where to go after i graduate? where to live, what to do?
when i'm in the cities, i love it here. three different friends have begged me, on their knees, to come back here.
when i'm in goshen, ... well i don't love it there, but my life has manifold paths that i can see out of that goddamn town. and until now, none of those have been returning to minnesota.
i'm attached to the ideas of madison, baltimore, and new york city.
but i can only have one at a time!
i've been reliving the past, with mixed emotional results.
i've been keeping secrets. i admit it.
but i won't tell you the secrets, just yet.
i love. i love you all.
when i'm in the cities, i love it here. three different friends have begged me, on their knees, to come back here.
when i'm in goshen, ... well i don't love it there, but my life has manifold paths that i can see out of that goddamn town. and until now, none of those have been returning to minnesota.
i'm attached to the ideas of madison, baltimore, and new york city.
but i can only have one at a time!
i've been reliving the past, with mixed emotional results.
i've been keeping secrets. i admit it.
but i won't tell you the secrets, just yet.
i love. i love you all.