Not too much

Nov 10, 2005 16:59

Just got home and I've got close to three hours to kill. Times like these make me feel so lonely. I was intertaining the idea of cleaning the house but even though it might sound lazy I'm not in the mood to clean. But it needs to be done so I probably will.

Today has been really hard. I've been in one of those kinda sad moods. I'm missing Jon so much. I wanna be held but I can't be. I hate knowing I have someone out there and already loving them and knowing everything about them but not being able to spend any time with them. It really stinks but at the same time I like how committed it has made us. I don't know it's just the stuff I've been thinking about all day.

Other then that nothing really special has happened. I'm going to a Skillet concert with Suzie, Beka, Brad and Paige. It should be fun and I'm looking forward to it. I'm also thinking about getting my hair cut in layers to about chin lenght. Jon asked me to and alot of people have said it would look really good. So I'm trying to find someone to take me to the salon before I lose my nerve. lol My work has now hired six new people since I started working. It's kinda funny they ask me what to do sometimes and I normally actually know what to do. I've also started to get anxious for the holidays. I have no idea what to get people for Christmas but I would really like to start shopping for it. I just wanna get it done while I can. Oh well my life is pretty boring on paper but I like it and it keeps me busy and happy, well on days that aren't like this.
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