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I'm stuck in a rut right now.
I've had it up to the ears with 6th form, i loathe the place and just want to drop the whole thing, but then the whole of last year would just ave been one great big waste of time and imagine the lectures from everyone, at the moment it feels like im only there becasue im expected to be, and to be honest thats why i am there.
Ive been thiking tonight and last night about why of late i seem to be smoking more cannabis and have come to the concluesion that its a way of de-stressing my self after a crap day at school, i can just go out smoke a j or 2 (or however many) and just relax with mates doing the same thing even if they smoke for the sake of it, though this may be one big lie im concocting for my self, however it seems to be true as i havnt been out tonight and i feel like shit, not physically but mentally.
I've had it up to the ears with 6th form, i loathe the place and just want to drop the whole thing, but then the whole of last year would just ave been one great big waste of time and imagine the lectures from everyone, at the moment it feels like im only there becasue im expected to be, and to be honest thats why i am there.
Ive been thiking tonight and last night about why of late i seem to be smoking more cannabis and have come to the concluesion that its a way of de-stressing my self after a crap day at school, i can just go out smoke a j or 2 (or however many) and just relax with mates doing the same thing even if they smoke for the sake of it, though this may be one big lie im concocting for my self, however it seems to be true as i havnt been out tonight and i feel like shit, not physically but mentally.