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I really need to learn to not let things bother me. I take a lot of things personally and I can't help it.
I mean, i can logically explain why I am taking these things personally and it makes some rational sense, but I really need to learn not to do it.
I just can't help it though. Every part of me is saying that its a completly seperate issue and completly un-relating to me, but at the same time I can't help but point out all the things that I could easily take personally and just wonder about it.
Example: Freshman year I ask someone out. They say no, they are not ready for a relationship. Only to learn a week later that they are now seeing someone. We are still friends, and they had apparent interest in me. Now, how could you not think that it means something is wrong with you.
I think to much about everything, I am gonna drive myself crazy at this rate. I know what I need... Don't know much more past that.
I mean, i can logically explain why I am taking these things personally and it makes some rational sense, but I really need to learn not to do it.
I just can't help it though. Every part of me is saying that its a completly seperate issue and completly un-relating to me, but at the same time I can't help but point out all the things that I could easily take personally and just wonder about it.
Example: Freshman year I ask someone out. They say no, they are not ready for a relationship. Only to learn a week later that they are now seeing someone. We are still friends, and they had apparent interest in me. Now, how could you not think that it means something is wrong with you.
I think to much about everything, I am gonna drive myself crazy at this rate. I know what I need... Don't know much more past that.