update time
hey once again not updated in a while so thought now is as gooda time as any to do one so hey here i am.
um universtiy front got acceptances from bristol, exeter and marjons but not plymouth so not too worried as iv accepted marjons pending the grades not to difficult me thinks. um love front not going there due to recent issues and other stuff im giving up on love for now is al im gonna say.
friends well everything is ok there except for the fact that i was down a bit lately cos i was tired of fighting to help those around me and i felt really under appreciated which was shit but ill have to continue living and be happy as i normally am cos after all im the one that listens to the others problems god help me.
ok fuck it its time i was bleeding honest for one and all no matter what shit this causes, i love laura despite the fact she is with jeremy i dont care what anyone else says it hurts to see her upset all the time but i cant do anything so yeah honestly i love laura so muhc it hurts. On other honesty levels im sick of being the one others listen to all the time im happy to do it some of the time just not 24/7 i havent got the energy and iv no time for me and to be honest it doesnt help me to have no chance to sort myself out so yeha honesty and im sick of couples and unrequited love
Ben
um universtiy front got acceptances from bristol, exeter and marjons but not plymouth so not too worried as iv accepted marjons pending the grades not to difficult me thinks. um love front not going there due to recent issues and other stuff im giving up on love for now is al im gonna say.
friends well everything is ok there except for the fact that i was down a bit lately cos i was tired of fighting to help those around me and i felt really under appreciated which was shit but ill have to continue living and be happy as i normally am cos after all im the one that listens to the others problems god help me.
ok fuck it its time i was bleeding honest for one and all no matter what shit this causes, i love laura despite the fact she is with jeremy i dont care what anyone else says it hurts to see her upset all the time but i cant do anything so yeah honestly i love laura so muhc it hurts. On other honesty levels im sick of being the one others listen to all the time im happy to do it some of the time just not 24/7 i havent got the energy and iv no time for me and to be honest it doesnt help me to have no chance to sort myself out so yeha honesty and im sick of couples and unrequited love
Ben