um reflecting
well considered an update was due
today i felt kinda down, i had a talk with someone about some personal stuff and i found out what they went through in a very similar way, it was harsh is all i can say. i can tell you when uv bin through and are going through whats happenin to us then u really see a need to look att eh world around you and whats important.
i mean only today i heard people once more bitching about others, not unusual for the people i know but somebody who i never expected too said summat about someone else i thought woah you never did that before. i just realised today how much of a detrimental effect that negativity can have on people. you could then say i went to self pity, but i was only reflecting and wondering if people are saying all these things about one another what are they saying about me when im not around, it put me into a hell of a downer for the afternoon but i put my front up so you know.
it just made me realsie how much of an unhappy world people live in if all they spend most of there day doing is complaining about another persons faults, hey dont get me wrong i do it but i hope as hell not to that effect as the others i notice doing it daily.
also i was down because so many people are ill at the mo one who im not close too but i still care bout her shes cool so heads up to ya cool chick same heres to a speedy recovery mate! ill buy ya a drink when ur well enough,
um my best mate tom is ill atm and now im there as well but no-one is at the same level as sam so we r lucky.
im burning with a fever yet also feel kinda cold so blech.
went out for a yr 12's party in town had fun gettin drunk pulled a minger so no go there and an ok looker so yeah, shallow i know but hey iv got to be sometimes if im this contemplatative.
im all done for uni now its all out of my hands so im relying on others like the head of sixth form etc, so that good its one less thing to worry about along with all the coursework.
im off for now but sam get wel soon and yeah c u all later i hope!!!
today i felt kinda down, i had a talk with someone about some personal stuff and i found out what they went through in a very similar way, it was harsh is all i can say. i can tell you when uv bin through and are going through whats happenin to us then u really see a need to look att eh world around you and whats important.
i mean only today i heard people once more bitching about others, not unusual for the people i know but somebody who i never expected too said summat about someone else i thought woah you never did that before. i just realised today how much of a detrimental effect that negativity can have on people. you could then say i went to self pity, but i was only reflecting and wondering if people are saying all these things about one another what are they saying about me when im not around, it put me into a hell of a downer for the afternoon but i put my front up so you know.
it just made me realsie how much of an unhappy world people live in if all they spend most of there day doing is complaining about another persons faults, hey dont get me wrong i do it but i hope as hell not to that effect as the others i notice doing it daily.
also i was down because so many people are ill at the mo one who im not close too but i still care bout her shes cool so heads up to ya cool chick same heres to a speedy recovery mate! ill buy ya a drink when ur well enough,
um my best mate tom is ill atm and now im there as well but no-one is at the same level as sam so we r lucky.
im burning with a fever yet also feel kinda cold so blech.
went out for a yr 12's party in town had fun gettin drunk pulled a minger so no go there and an ok looker so yeah, shallow i know but hey iv got to be sometimes if im this contemplatative.
im all done for uni now its all out of my hands so im relying on others like the head of sixth form etc, so that good its one less thing to worry about along with all the coursework.
im off for now but sam get wel soon and yeah c u all later i hope!!!