The dysphoria is pretty bad right now. Worse than it's been a long time. On top of it I have this lack of motivation to do anything productive. I feel like I'm stuck in this vicious cycle ( Read more... )

You know what's amazing? That I'm just so happy. I mean, I have a lot going for me. Sure, I have issues with money [but who doesn't nowadays?], but overall, I love the way my life is going ( Read more... )

Funny how I always end up posting around this time, or at least in the early morning hours. But it's when my mind seems to be most active, unfortunately for me. I thought I'd shake it up a bit, though... Lately my posts have been about my species dysphoria/dysmorphia. I figured I'd gush a bit, so here's your fair warning ( Read more... )

The woods make me happy for a number of different reasons. They feel like returning home after a long vacation filled with a busy schedule. The relief you feel when you sit down on the couch and breathe that sigh of "Ah,so good to be home," is the exact same way that I feel when I get to go into the woods. It floods me with a peace that I haven't ( Read more... )

A year ago today [Dec. 11th], Shadow and I tied the knot after 4 years of dating, and after an even longer friendship. November 11th was our 5 year anniversary of dating ( Read more... )