Keeping up with my Journal!
Oh man do I feel good and accomplished. I have my room all set up and comfortable. Feels like the sanctuary I've been missing for so long. But with that accomplished, I'm left with some pretty sore muscles and joints. I think a nice, long, hot bath is in store for me later. Even though my mom's really stressing out about our current money situation and the fact that she won't be able to afford to keep the house after December, things are good, much less emotional distress than what was going on in my life before.
I do miss Minnesota though. I find myself wanting to do something and saying "Hey I could go.... Aww... That's in Minnesota." That state has a lot to offer that not a lot of people realize and/or take for granted. I definitely miss Burnsville and the apartment I left behind. I think, if I ever get a job and save up, I'm buying myself a Subaru Baja, and then saving up to move back to MN. I just loved it there, and even though my time out there was some of the hardest years of my life, Minnesota felt like home. The moment I would get out of the apartment to just drive or walk somewhere, it felt very liberating, even in the city [as long as it was the good part of the city]. And anyone who knows me, knows I'm not a city person, that I prefer the tranquility of nature over the sound of cars and people.
But, as long as I don't get trapped by getting a job at the casinos, I think I should be okay. For once, I can agree with that Life is Good clothing line.
I do miss Minnesota though. I find myself wanting to do something and saying "Hey I could go.... Aww... That's in Minnesota." That state has a lot to offer that not a lot of people realize and/or take for granted. I definitely miss Burnsville and the apartment I left behind. I think, if I ever get a job and save up, I'm buying myself a Subaru Baja, and then saving up to move back to MN. I just loved it there, and even though my time out there was some of the hardest years of my life, Minnesota felt like home. The moment I would get out of the apartment to just drive or walk somewhere, it felt very liberating, even in the city [as long as it was the good part of the city]. And anyone who knows me, knows I'm not a city person, that I prefer the tranquility of nature over the sound of cars and people.
But, as long as I don't get trapped by getting a job at the casinos, I think I should be okay. For once, I can agree with that Life is Good clothing line.