Hello Mommy-dom

Jun 21, 2006 23:38

A word of advice for those without kids, don't have 'um. The accessories are bitches and never come with the manuals. Why? Cause a manual would be nice when you're trying in vain to tear apart a car seat to clean it. A manual would helpful when you're trying to pack the pack n' play.

In just a few short hours, I'll be giving birth. That blows my mind. I've had 9 months to deal with it and it still blows my mind. I've done so much to get ready. It feels like I've fallen miles short of what needed to be done. I wish I had read more on the different stages. That I had practiced breathing more. That I had studied the drugs so much the I could list side effects and other details. Logically, I know that I've done more than enough and that no amount of preparation could make me feel completely prepared, but the nagging feeling is still there.

5:30 AM. It's early. But it's coming so slow. And so fast. I'm going to go through surgery's parallel. If not, surgery itself. I'll have a hospital bed with real sheets, not paper. A room assigned to me. Actually, two. An IV.

I'm gonna try to put a picture up for those of you who can't picture me pregnant. Or maybe not since my mom hasn't sent the pictures she took.

I might update later.
-Sheila
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