Down in the dumps.
I feel like a f***ing loser. Excuse my language. Since jessica has moved [miss yah lots] our orginal group of friends dont really talk to me except vic and cici. Still i feel like a loser. I never get invited anywhere anymore, so i am basically getting a bigger ass by writing this stupid shit when i could be doing something productive. I want to live my life and not be a bum who counts on her ass to take comfort and not worry that my friend might actually not want to be a round me. I cant take actually knowing that i am not fun and people dont want to be around me. :sighs: My head hurts so much, I think i'd rather not be alive than to bear the freaking migrane i have right now. Uh!!! I have insecureity issues. I dont care for shit now, I would rather say f*** you all who gets in my way.