Our Dirty Little Secret [Aoi x Kazuki, Uruha x Manabu one-shot]
Title: Our Dirty Little Secret
Chapters: One Shot
Author: wolfy_luv
Genre: Angst, AU
Rating: PG - 13
Disclaimer: I own nothing, if I did trust me alot more fanservice would happen
Warnings: Yaoi concept, Use of band members real names
Pairings: Aoi x Kazuki, Aoi x Uruha, Kazuki x Manabu, Uruha x Manabu
Synopsis: What happens when Aoi and Kazuki's loved ones know about them cheating on them with eachother?
Comments:This is my first fanfic...so it might not be the best...the colored text shows who the txt messages come from
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"Aoi...w-we h-h-have to st-stop meeting like this. Wh-what if they found-d out?" Kazuki panted between kisses. Aoi stopped kissing him and frowned a little while taking a step back while still holding him. "Are you just now starting to get worried Zuki-chan?" Aoi said a little annoyed. Kazuki stared at him and whimpered from the loss of heat as tears formed in his eyes. "I-I..." Kazuki's voice trailed off as he looked down so his bangs could cover the tears that started to fall.
Aoi sighed and lifted up Kazuki's chin and to his surprise seen newly formed tear streaks on his face. "Oh Zuki...I'm sorry if I made you upset" Aoi said while wiping away the tears that were starting to fall. "But I meant what I asked Zuki." Aoi paused waiting for a reply, but when none came he continued. "Why are you worried about Uruha and Manabu finding out about us now? It's been our dirty little secret for the past three months." Kazuki turned his head to the left and stared at the wall to help distract himself from crying. When he finally calmed himself he looked at Aoi and replied "It feels as if Manabu has been drifting away from me. I don't want to loose him Aoi. I don't know what I would do if i lost him." Aoi gave him a puzzled look. "What do you mean?" Aoi counted in his head a few heartbeats before asking "What happend Kazuki?"
He then buried his head into Aoi's shirt and started to sob. Aoi held him and placed a gentle kiss on his head while trying to calm him down. "Ye-yesterday I wanted to h-have s-sex with him and...and he pushed me away sa-saying that...that he d-didn't w-want to play my g-g-games an-anym-more and that he was going over Uru-Uruha's. W-what d-does he mean by...by play my g-games? D-does h-he know a-about us? D-does Uruha know? Why...why is this hap-happing to me?" "I don't know," was all Aoi could reply as he continued to hold Kazuki while he cried himself into exhaustion. Aoi laid Kazuki down on his couch and covered him with a blanket he got from the closet. "I do know that he couldn't love anyone else like he does you. I know I wouldn't be able to if I was him" Aoi whispers as he kissed Kazuki's forehead and left the room to make a call to his faithful and beloved Uruha.
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"Uru...I...ahh...I-I'm...ahh...a-a-about t-to..." Manabu panted on the verge of cuming. "Just...ngh...a little...ngh...bit longer...aaahh!" Uruha and Manabu screamed in unison as they both came at the same time, both their bodies glistening in sweat. "Uru...your...a-amazing." Manabu panted while laying soft kisses on Uruha's lips in which Uruha gladly kissed back. Manabu finally collapsed on to the bed dragging Uruha with him burrying his head into Uruha's bare chest. "I love you Uru-san." Manabu mumbled drawing circles on Uruha's chest. "Pardon?" Uruha looked down at the younger man wondering if he heard him right. Manabu sighed a little annoyed that he has to repeat himself. "I said that I love you Uru-san"
After a few heart beats Manabu looked up at Uruha to see a pained expression on his face. "I..." but before he could turn Manabu down he heard his phone go off. It was Everybody's Fool by Evanescence. Aoi's ringtone. Uruha ignored it and continued his sentence before Aoi's call. "I'm sorry Manabu but I can't return you feelings" his phone went off again. "Why can't you? Because your still in love with Aoi after he cheats on you with MY Kazuki repeatedly? I already given up on Kazuki...I just want it to be us." Manabu sat up and held Uruha's hand in his. "I just want it to be me and you without Kazuki. Without Aoi." Uruha's phone went off again. Manabu dropped Uruha's hand and sighed "You better answer him before he comes over here."
Manabu got up from bed slowly due to being sore and started to get his clothes together."We will continue this conversation after I answer this fools call." "I'll be in the shower in the mean time." Uruha sighed then picked up his phone and pushed the talk button. "Hello?" Uruha answered annoyed. "Kouyou we need to talk" Uruha's breath hitched, Aoi only called him by his real name when something is wrong. "What is it Yuu? Is everything okay?" Uruha said breathlessy. "Can we talk in person? It's about Kazuki and Manabu." Uruha let out a silent sigh in relief. "Yeah. Meet me at the park in 30 minutes. And Yuu?" Uruha just had to tell him how he felt, even if it meant embarassing himself. "Yes Kouyou?" Uruha waited a heartbeat before replying, "I love you." A few heartbeats later Aoi mumbled "I...love you too. See you in 30 minutes." then hung up.
Uruha sighed and got up to take a shower and bumped into a shitless Manabu. "Manabu...I-I..." Tears formed in Manabu's eyes. "Just go...I'll pack what clothes you have over here so you can come back and get them." Uruha looked down feeling a little ashamed. "Manabu...I-I'm..." "Save it Uru-san. I know you'll never love me like you love Aoi." Manabu leaned in and lightly kissed Uruha's lips. "It's already to late for me and Kazuki. Go to Aoi and save your relationship with him." Manabu said as he went to the room they shared and shut the door. "I'm so sorry Manabu...I'll make it up to you somehow." Uruha thought as he stared at the bedroom door.
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Aoi was sitting on a bench in the park watching as couples walked by holding hands and kissing. He sighed as he kept checking his phone for messages incase he didn't hear it go off. When his screen lit up with a picture of Uruha showing he had a message from him he smiled a little and clicked the open message button. "Be at the park in a few minutes. XO -Kouyou" Aoi chuckled a little and sent "See ya soon. -Yuu"
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Manabu came out of his room when he heard Uruha's vehicle leave. He didn't feel like packing Uruha's clothes and was bored but couldn't find his phone to text Uruha and asked when he was coming back. "Now where could my phone be? Oh now I remember it was in my pants that I wore home from the meeting earlier today." He forgot that he left his phone in his pants that were on the living room floor due to foreplay.
When he managed to check his messages he saw he had a dozen missed calls from Kazuki and one text message from Kazuki. He thought it wouldn't hurt to read the message so he opened it. "Manabu, I'm sorry for everything that has happend these past few months. Please forgive me whatever I did to upset you. I don't want you to be mad at me, I wouldn't know what I would do if I lost you. I love you forever and allways like I promised, so please come back home to me? -Kauzki" Manabu frowned and sighed while he replied to the message. "Kazuki, I'm sorry but I do not feel the same way about you anymore. I loved you and still do but it's not the same anymore. We can never be after knowing you cheated on me, I'm afraid you will do it again. So this is goodbye Kazuki, maybe you will be happier without me. -Manabu"
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Uruha smilled down at the message from Aoi and thought "Typical Yuu...allways with the simple replies. But where is he?" Uruha looked up from the message and scanned the part of the park he was in for Aoi. When he finally found Aoi he was asleep on a park bench near the fountain that had twin dragons intertwining in a dance, where they shared their first kiss. Uruha smiled as he walked over to Aoi and kissed the man he loves lips gently then whispered into his ear.. "Wake up Yuu." Aoi jumped and nearly fell off the bench a little startled by being woke up like that. Uruha giggled at the sight as Aoi sat up and scowled at him. "It's not funny. I could've gotten hurt."
Uruha continued to giggle as he sat down next to Aoi. "Sorry Yuu, but you have to admit that was funny." Aoi pouted a little and Uuha started to tickle him. "Okay, okay it was little funny," Aoi said laughing, then in a serious tone, "but thats not why we are here." Uruha frowned a little and looked down. "I know..." he mumbled. Aoi continued not hearing Uruha's comment "I was just with Kazuki before I came here...and..." Uruha stopped him midsentence not wanting to hear anymore. "Yuu, you said you wanted to talk about Kazuki and Manabu but their relationship has nothing to do with us. Their relationship is a lost cause. Let them deal with it on their own" Uruha stopped talking when he seen the shocked look on Aoi's face. "Kouyou, Kazuki is my friend and I would do anything to see him smile, even if it means sacrificing my own happiness for his sake."
Uruha finally had enough and snapped "YOU'LL SACRIFICE EVERYTHING FOR KAZUKI BUT NOT FOR ME? YOUR BOYFRIEND, THE ONE YOUR DATING? IS THAT RIGHT YUU? IT'S ALL ABOUT KAZUKI NOW HUH?" Aoi jumped back a little, he never seen Uruha angry, not even when he told him he broke one of his favorite guitars. "Kouyou please calm down. I didn't mean it like that. It was wrong of me to say that, it was also wrong for me to want to talk to you about their relationship. So will you please calm down?"
Uruha sighed and got up still angry. "Then this is goodbye Yuu." "Eh...huh?" Aoi looked up at Uruha with a puzzled look. "What do you mean goodbye?" Uruha sighed, "I see the way your eyes light up when your around Kazuki, it was the same look you use to give me over the years. I know you want to be with him, thats why you've cheated on me with him right?" Aoi looked shocked "I didn't know you knew...how..." Aoi stopped midsentence unable to continue. "To answer your question to how long I've known about the affair...to be honest only a month ago. I found out through Manabu when I saw him in tears at the record label." Aoi stared at the ground in shame. "Kouyou...I'm sorry." "Enough Yuu, we're over. You had plenty of time to apologise. There's nothing else you can say to change my mind." Uruha leaned down to give Aoi his last goodbye kiss. "Remember that I will allways love you no matter what or who comes into our lives Yuu." Uruha said as he left a stunned Aoi on the bench staring after him.
Chapters: One Shot
Author: wolfy_luv
Genre: Angst, AU
Rating: PG - 13
Disclaimer: I own nothing, if I did trust me alot more fanservice would happen
Warnings: Yaoi concept, Use of band members real names
Pairings: Aoi x Kazuki, Aoi x Uruha, Kazuki x Manabu, Uruha x Manabu
Synopsis: What happens when Aoi and Kazuki's loved ones know about them cheating on them with eachother?
Comments:This is my first fanfic...so it might not be the best...the colored text shows who the txt messages come from
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"Aoi...w-we h-h-have to st-stop meeting like this. Wh-what if they found-d out?" Kazuki panted between kisses. Aoi stopped kissing him and frowned a little while taking a step back while still holding him. "Are you just now starting to get worried Zuki-chan?" Aoi said a little annoyed. Kazuki stared at him and whimpered from the loss of heat as tears formed in his eyes. "I-I..." Kazuki's voice trailed off as he looked down so his bangs could cover the tears that started to fall.
Aoi sighed and lifted up Kazuki's chin and to his surprise seen newly formed tear streaks on his face. "Oh Zuki...I'm sorry if I made you upset" Aoi said while wiping away the tears that were starting to fall. "But I meant what I asked Zuki." Aoi paused waiting for a reply, but when none came he continued. "Why are you worried about Uruha and Manabu finding out about us now? It's been our dirty little secret for the past three months." Kazuki turned his head to the left and stared at the wall to help distract himself from crying. When he finally calmed himself he looked at Aoi and replied "It feels as if Manabu has been drifting away from me. I don't want to loose him Aoi. I don't know what I would do if i lost him." Aoi gave him a puzzled look. "What do you mean?" Aoi counted in his head a few heartbeats before asking "What happend Kazuki?"
He then buried his head into Aoi's shirt and started to sob. Aoi held him and placed a gentle kiss on his head while trying to calm him down. "Ye-yesterday I wanted to h-have s-sex with him and...and he pushed me away sa-saying that...that he d-didn't w-want to play my g-g-games an-anym-more and that he was going over Uru-Uruha's. W-what d-does he mean by...by play my g-games? D-does h-he know a-about us? D-does Uruha know? Why...why is this hap-happing to me?" "I don't know," was all Aoi could reply as he continued to hold Kazuki while he cried himself into exhaustion. Aoi laid Kazuki down on his couch and covered him with a blanket he got from the closet. "I do know that he couldn't love anyone else like he does you. I know I wouldn't be able to if I was him" Aoi whispers as he kissed Kazuki's forehead and left the room to make a call to his faithful and beloved Uruha.
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"Uru...I...ahh...I-I'm...ahh...a-a-about t-to..." Manabu panted on the verge of cuming. "Just...ngh...a little...ngh...bit longer...aaahh!" Uruha and Manabu screamed in unison as they both came at the same time, both their bodies glistening in sweat. "Uru...your...a-amazing." Manabu panted while laying soft kisses on Uruha's lips in which Uruha gladly kissed back. Manabu finally collapsed on to the bed dragging Uruha with him burrying his head into Uruha's bare chest. "I love you Uru-san." Manabu mumbled drawing circles on Uruha's chest. "Pardon?" Uruha looked down at the younger man wondering if he heard him right. Manabu sighed a little annoyed that he has to repeat himself. "I said that I love you Uru-san"
After a few heart beats Manabu looked up at Uruha to see a pained expression on his face. "I..." but before he could turn Manabu down he heard his phone go off. It was Everybody's Fool by Evanescence. Aoi's ringtone. Uruha ignored it and continued his sentence before Aoi's call. "I'm sorry Manabu but I can't return you feelings" his phone went off again. "Why can't you? Because your still in love with Aoi after he cheats on you with MY Kazuki repeatedly? I already given up on Kazuki...I just want it to be us." Manabu sat up and held Uruha's hand in his. "I just want it to be me and you without Kazuki. Without Aoi." Uruha's phone went off again. Manabu dropped Uruha's hand and sighed "You better answer him before he comes over here."
Manabu got up from bed slowly due to being sore and started to get his clothes together."We will continue this conversation after I answer this fools call." "I'll be in the shower in the mean time." Uruha sighed then picked up his phone and pushed the talk button. "Hello?" Uruha answered annoyed. "Kouyou we need to talk" Uruha's breath hitched, Aoi only called him by his real name when something is wrong. "What is it Yuu? Is everything okay?" Uruha said breathlessy. "Can we talk in person? It's about Kazuki and Manabu." Uruha let out a silent sigh in relief. "Yeah. Meet me at the park in 30 minutes. And Yuu?" Uruha just had to tell him how he felt, even if it meant embarassing himself. "Yes Kouyou?" Uruha waited a heartbeat before replying, "I love you." A few heartbeats later Aoi mumbled "I...love you too. See you in 30 minutes." then hung up.
Uruha sighed and got up to take a shower and bumped into a shitless Manabu. "Manabu...I-I..." Tears formed in Manabu's eyes. "Just go...I'll pack what clothes you have over here so you can come back and get them." Uruha looked down feeling a little ashamed. "Manabu...I-I'm..." "Save it Uru-san. I know you'll never love me like you love Aoi." Manabu leaned in and lightly kissed Uruha's lips. "It's already to late for me and Kazuki. Go to Aoi and save your relationship with him." Manabu said as he went to the room they shared and shut the door. "I'm so sorry Manabu...I'll make it up to you somehow." Uruha thought as he stared at the bedroom door.
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Aoi was sitting on a bench in the park watching as couples walked by holding hands and kissing. He sighed as he kept checking his phone for messages incase he didn't hear it go off. When his screen lit up with a picture of Uruha showing he had a message from him he smiled a little and clicked the open message button. "Be at the park in a few minutes. XO -Kouyou" Aoi chuckled a little and sent "See ya soon. -Yuu"
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Manabu came out of his room when he heard Uruha's vehicle leave. He didn't feel like packing Uruha's clothes and was bored but couldn't find his phone to text Uruha and asked when he was coming back. "Now where could my phone be? Oh now I remember it was in my pants that I wore home from the meeting earlier today." He forgot that he left his phone in his pants that were on the living room floor due to foreplay.
When he managed to check his messages he saw he had a dozen missed calls from Kazuki and one text message from Kazuki. He thought it wouldn't hurt to read the message so he opened it. "Manabu, I'm sorry for everything that has happend these past few months. Please forgive me whatever I did to upset you. I don't want you to be mad at me, I wouldn't know what I would do if I lost you. I love you forever and allways like I promised, so please come back home to me? -Kauzki" Manabu frowned and sighed while he replied to the message. "Kazuki, I'm sorry but I do not feel the same way about you anymore. I loved you and still do but it's not the same anymore. We can never be after knowing you cheated on me, I'm afraid you will do it again. So this is goodbye Kazuki, maybe you will be happier without me. -Manabu"
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Uruha smilled down at the message from Aoi and thought "Typical Yuu...allways with the simple replies. But where is he?" Uruha looked up from the message and scanned the part of the park he was in for Aoi. When he finally found Aoi he was asleep on a park bench near the fountain that had twin dragons intertwining in a dance, where they shared their first kiss. Uruha smiled as he walked over to Aoi and kissed the man he loves lips gently then whispered into his ear.. "Wake up Yuu." Aoi jumped and nearly fell off the bench a little startled by being woke up like that. Uruha giggled at the sight as Aoi sat up and scowled at him. "It's not funny. I could've gotten hurt."
Uruha continued to giggle as he sat down next to Aoi. "Sorry Yuu, but you have to admit that was funny." Aoi pouted a little and Uuha started to tickle him. "Okay, okay it was little funny," Aoi said laughing, then in a serious tone, "but thats not why we are here." Uruha frowned a little and looked down. "I know..." he mumbled. Aoi continued not hearing Uruha's comment "I was just with Kazuki before I came here...and..." Uruha stopped him midsentence not wanting to hear anymore. "Yuu, you said you wanted to talk about Kazuki and Manabu but their relationship has nothing to do with us. Their relationship is a lost cause. Let them deal with it on their own" Uruha stopped talking when he seen the shocked look on Aoi's face. "Kouyou, Kazuki is my friend and I would do anything to see him smile, even if it means sacrificing my own happiness for his sake."
Uruha finally had enough and snapped "YOU'LL SACRIFICE EVERYTHING FOR KAZUKI BUT NOT FOR ME? YOUR BOYFRIEND, THE ONE YOUR DATING? IS THAT RIGHT YUU? IT'S ALL ABOUT KAZUKI NOW HUH?" Aoi jumped back a little, he never seen Uruha angry, not even when he told him he broke one of his favorite guitars. "Kouyou please calm down. I didn't mean it like that. It was wrong of me to say that, it was also wrong for me to want to talk to you about their relationship. So will you please calm down?"
Uruha sighed and got up still angry. "Then this is goodbye Yuu." "Eh...huh?" Aoi looked up at Uruha with a puzzled look. "What do you mean goodbye?" Uruha sighed, "I see the way your eyes light up when your around Kazuki, it was the same look you use to give me over the years. I know you want to be with him, thats why you've cheated on me with him right?" Aoi looked shocked "I didn't know you knew...how..." Aoi stopped midsentence unable to continue. "To answer your question to how long I've known about the affair...to be honest only a month ago. I found out through Manabu when I saw him in tears at the record label." Aoi stared at the ground in shame. "Kouyou...I'm sorry." "Enough Yuu, we're over. You had plenty of time to apologise. There's nothing else you can say to change my mind." Uruha leaned down to give Aoi his last goodbye kiss. "Remember that I will allways love you no matter what or who comes into our lives Yuu." Uruha said as he left a stunned Aoi on the bench staring after him.