30 Days of Writting - Day 5: Snowflake
Title: Snowflake
Chapter: Oneshot
wolfy_luv
Pairing: Manabu/Kazuki
Rating: M
Genre: Angst
Note: Don’t own them…blah blah blah. Character death. This was for a thing on tumblr I saw link here
You laughed at the way I was dressed as we finished packing our equipment after the live. I wore a thick coat, scarf, mittens and earmuffs while you only wore a coat and scarf. "Stop laughing at me, it's freezing out here!" I said as puffs of frozen air escaped my lips.
"There there little Manabu, I just find it cute that you look like a little kitten all bundled up." You gave me one of your signature smiles as you wrapped your arm around my shoulders leading both of us to the nearest restaurant, which happened to be a ramen shop. We got a lot of stares as we walked into the place and I hid my face behind my scarf.
You managed to get us a secluded place in the back of the restaurant. I let you take my jacket off, hiding my blush that was forming as I sat down just to have yo sit next to me. "Order anything you like my little Manabu" you practically purred in my ear. I shivered and ordered the special as you did the same.
"The crowd tonight was more energetic than usual huh?" I looked at you as you busied yourself with your phone, too busy tweeting Aoi senpai to notice I asked a question. I sighed and decided to text Rui till our food arrived.
Once the food arrived you abandoned your phone and quickly dug in. I finished my text to Rui and started eating also. "Mmm...so good. We should come here more often Manabu" you said in between bites, I could only nod in reply. Once you finished your food you went back to texting your beloved senpai as I finish eating.
"Manabu...hurry up..." you whined just as I finished my last bite. I glared at you as I put my chopsticks down and sighed. You gave me a puzzled look as you pulled me up and tossed me my jacket. "Come on, we'll get in trouble by manager san if we show up at the hotel late again." I just nodded like usual and got up to put my coat on.
After you paid for the meal, we headed to the hotel. On our way there we heard a gunshot close by and you pulled me close to you. "K-Kazuki, I'm scared..." You just held me closer as we walked faster. Your steps faltered a little bit and you fell to your knees just outside of the hotel.
"K-Kazuki?" I knelt down next to you as I noticed blood on your white t-shirt. "Kazuki...w-what happened?" I started to panic as your face contorted in pain. You shakily took my hand and placed it on the wound.
"K-keep pressure on there..." you said breathlessly.
I felt hot tears, quickly freeze as they streamed down my face. "D-don't leave me Kazuki...please" I sobbed as I held you close to me. You placed your bloodied hand on my face, "Shh Manabu, I'll be o-okay." I laid my forehead on yours and cried.
Snow started to fall as your blood slowly drained from your body, all I could do was cry. The people around us called for an ambulance sometime ago and when they showed up you were almost dead in my arms. They pulled you away from me only to place you on a stretcher and carried you into an ambulance. I was held back for questioning, but all I can do was think of you and if you were going to make it or not.
Sometime later the snow stopped as I went to see you with our band mates. The doctors said you were in critical condition and have a very slim chance of surviving. I walked into your room to see machines and ivs hooked up to you and wanted to cry even more. "K-Kazuki..." I slowly made my way up to your bed and placed my hand over yours.
"Oh god Kazuki...why...why was it you?" Your heart monitor was beeping slowly as I sat next to your bedside. "I, I love you so much...I...I just wish we spent m-more than these past few years together. Please come back to me...y-you said you wouldn't leave me..." I cried as I held onto your hand, your heart monitor beeping even slower.
The last thing I heard before your heart monitor flat lined was a barely whispered "I love you too Manabu." I cried even more and didn't notice when the doctors and nurses pushed me out of the room as they tried to revive you. When you didn't make it, a doctor came out and spoke with me, saying that you weren't able to be saved and that you held onto a necklace. He handed it to me and left. I looked down, and through teary eyes I saw that it was the same necklace with a snowflake on it I told you I wanted but couldn't afford.
I wore it to your funeral and everyday after. It was a constant reminder of that day that I lost you, the day I lost everything that ever mattered to me.