Mar 20, 2005 21:14
I am sitting on my couch with my cat on my lap eating blackberries. Yum yum.
So I had a really good day today. I mean...I was kind of in a weird mood. I wasn't feeling well either. I'm going back to that whole tired thing all the time, even though I have been exercising, eating well, drinking water, getting sleep. so that's really annoying.
But, I went to the Unity Church today, the one around the corner from my place. It was really fun. It was really small, and in a shopping center. There were like 70 people stuffed into an itty bitty auditorium. But the service was fun. Lots of singing! That's something I really missed about Unity. And there was this special guest singer who was freaking awesome. She sang a song called "Everyday Goddess" and she was talking about the Mother, Maiden, and Crone, and so it was like paganism in Unity. It was really wonderful.
And she had a concert this afternoon that my mom and I went to. There were 2 people other than us there, the minister and this other woman. But she still sang for us, and it was really nice.
Anyway...Having her there actually made me confident that I would be able to go to Unity and still be pagan...I think that's something I want to do. I would like to go regularly, but I don't want to be so *serious* about it. If I can't go one Sunday, that's fine, that's life. I always beat myself up when I decide I'm going to do stuff like this and miss some days. I don't know why I do that to myself, but I do. So I'm just gonna go and have fun and learn and hopefully it will enrich my life like it did before. ^_^
Oh and in other news: I think the pilates is paying off. I think I'm losing weight. Or at least toning my muscles more. My stomach muscles feel a lot stronger, and a lot firmer, and I noticed my hips aren't sticking out as much as they used to. It's kinda neat. ^_^