Well shit.
I've decided not to drop out of the College, but not to go every Sunday. I've decided to only go to the classes I think are interesting and I wlll benefit from. It's just because I'm so busy and I know that my religion should be one of my priorities, but right now, it's not. My school and my work are my priorities. Because without work, I can't survive, and without school...Well, I can't survive either. I have to go to school. It's just something I have to do.
Because then maybe my work will be more exciting than it is now. Maybe I'll actually be able to do something fun and make money doing it, because I went to school.
But I'm scared that when I do go to the classes, I'll be...ostracized. I feel like people there really care about what you're doing and how involved you are.
Wait. I felt like that a little bit when I was going regularly, too, though. Like...People really care about what each other is up to. It's sort of weird.
*Sigh* I don't know.
Because then maybe my work will be more exciting than it is now. Maybe I'll actually be able to do something fun and make money doing it, because I went to school.
But I'm scared that when I do go to the classes, I'll be...ostracized. I feel like people there really care about what you're doing and how involved you are.
Wait. I felt like that a little bit when I was going regularly, too, though. Like...People really care about what each other is up to. It's sort of weird.
*Sigh* I don't know.