theatrical_muse. Topic 384. Stranger.

Apr 22, 2011 23:02

Stranger.

I probably shouldn't even be talking about this. I feel really petty even bringing it up, you know? But ever since she met Jason, Tara and I have been feeling kinda like strangers. Not that she means it, or that I mean it, but she has her boyfriend now and she doesn't need me as much. And I don't really know what to do about that.

I want her to be happy. More than anything, I want the best for her. And Jason is a good guy - a little reckless, but he has a good heart and he's got his stuff in order. I don't worry about her being with him.

But I miss her.

I miss everyone. Tara has Jason. Brendan has Deanna. Haley has her boyfriend. They all have other people in their lives now, and they can - and should - move on with their lives.

And I'm going to be that one guy at the table alone.

And that scares me.

Randy Bosch
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