Apr 22, 2011 23:02
Stranger.
I probably shouldn't even be talking about this. I feel really petty even bringing it up, you know? But ever since she met Jason, Tara and I have been feeling kinda like strangers. Not that she means it, or that I mean it, but she has her boyfriend now and she doesn't need me as much. And I don't really know what to do about that.
I want her to be happy. More than anything, I want the best for her. And Jason is a good guy - a little reckless, but he has a good heart and he's got his stuff in order. I don't worry about her being with him.
But I miss her.
I miss everyone. Tara has Jason. Brendan has Deanna. Haley has her boyfriend. They all have other people in their lives now, and they can - and should - move on with their lives.
And I'm going to be that one guy at the table alone.
And that scares me.
Randy Bosch
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