oh the insanity
I still have yet to return to work at MCCC. It's not really my choice, of course. They're wating for the results of all of those medical tests to come in and for my doctor to figure out the best treatment options for me. Also, they want him to tell them what sort of physical restrictions I should have in place since I have this wild joint pain. Of course, that's easier said than done as I've asked him twice and he just says "he can return to work today." You'd think that'd be enough, though.
Even if I got everything MCCC is looking for, i wouldn't be able to return until October when the next employee refresher course kicks off. Naturally, that displeses me greatly. I'm not really earning a dime, here.
They gave me forms to fill out for disability, which would give me some income but honestly, I'd rather just come back to work. I'd make more.
At any rate, I'm getting sick of being told over and over again that I can't reurn quite yet. They're not the ones facing a financial crisis like i am. I'm way beyond scraping the bottom of the barrol. I can't pay off my bills and I cannot pay rent. So thanks for that, guys.
In light of this stupid situation, I'm trying to book as many Hawk gigs / paying gig as I can, regardless of how I am physically it's either I do something or I do nothing. Doing nothing drives me crazy. Doing nothing won't pay rent.
Of course I would have to do roughly 23 gigs per month to make up my half of the rent, and that doesn't even count for gas, food or anything else.
So the stress is intense and the worrying has reached unseen levels. Anxiety? Oh yes.
Where's the 'easy' button?
Even if I got everything MCCC is looking for, i wouldn't be able to return until October when the next employee refresher course kicks off. Naturally, that displeses me greatly. I'm not really earning a dime, here.
They gave me forms to fill out for disability, which would give me some income but honestly, I'd rather just come back to work. I'd make more.
At any rate, I'm getting sick of being told over and over again that I can't reurn quite yet. They're not the ones facing a financial crisis like i am. I'm way beyond scraping the bottom of the barrol. I can't pay off my bills and I cannot pay rent. So thanks for that, guys.
In light of this stupid situation, I'm trying to book as many Hawk gigs / paying gig as I can, regardless of how I am physically it's either I do something or I do nothing. Doing nothing drives me crazy. Doing nothing won't pay rent.
Of course I would have to do roughly 23 gigs per month to make up my half of the rent, and that doesn't even count for gas, food or anything else.
So the stress is intense and the worrying has reached unseen levels. Anxiety? Oh yes.
Where's the 'easy' button?