refill please

Sep 25, 2004 20:02

newspaper party was fun...m. not only fun. a nice break from life? not that I stopped living last night. I started.

I've been listening to elliott nonstop ever since Karen lent it to me. I'm afraid I'll never get around to buy his albums. I don't have a September cd yet. and October's coming too fast.

I saw triplets of Belleville. it was interesting. interessant. with those accent marks. flitting over the e's.

we made tee shirts last night. I'm afraid that mine is messed up. I think it is. the I and the T are linking together. I also found out last night I'm terrible with clorox bleach pens.

the tee shirt's green. it's suppose to say "I feel infinite" and on the left sleeve there's a <3. I'm hoping it turns out alright. *fingers together*

I think when I was a kid I wanted to be different, I still do. (I'm not any different than you. don't worry. we're all the same.) anyways, I wanted to be different. so instead of crossing fingers. I put my index and middle fingers side-by-side. just touching each other. no crossing...it's the thought that counts.

region workshop (last one. celebrate...)...actually it was much better than the last one. last one the person who taught the violins she was crazy demented...let's break these kids' fingers. let's see how fast they can go.

also the fact that today's group was much smaller compared to last time. I'm glad.

I'm worried. my chemistry grade. I'm really worried. but what use is it? I did swell in biology. but no. I'm horrible at chemistry. well...maybe it also has to do with my study habits. what study habits? exactly.

I wish that last night could've lasted forever. so long that we could note the star's slow-shifting positions move a slight...ly. in the darkened sky. and maybe time could halt a little and the stars can wait a little. and the world could stop a little.

even though I never went to one. I felt comfortable at it. and I think it's where I belong. where everyone cares about everyone else because we all want to laugh and smile. where life has refills.

I really need to stop all these long entries. I'm happy too. mom let me pick up my first black & white developed pictures. really happy on how they turned out. well most of them. but it's enough to lift these worn corners.




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