Aug 08, 2004 01:09
man. I'm tired out. newspaper garage sale from 6 in the morning to 2...m. I had a craving for elliott smith. so that's why I'm on here. mmm. mom and dad are out walking the dog. we just came from Victoria's mom's party...mmm. to see victoria's grandparents. and pay our respects. eh. victoria's starting high school. and caroline is...starting fifth grade. crazy how the world just goes...on without you. last time I was at their house was last year in July. I remember fireworks. yeah. elliott is amazing. not 'oh yeah he's amazing'...it's more of. mmm. 'oh my frikking goddess. he is amazing.' and then you can't think or process simple things such as...talking. eh. always had that problem.
mom said we're going to the woodlands tomorrow. m. what fun. I hope urban outfitters is open there. last time they were still under construction. gar. very sad. and their b&n. has a music section and awesome chairs for the listening stations. plus, mmm. fye is there. I wonder if any of Elliott Smith's cds are there. I'll check best buy first. I doubt I doubt. but...you never know. nope you don't.
I named a stuffed animal racoon 'seth'...m. I'm coming back for it so I can pay for it next time we have a garage sale...sometime this year.
Elliott...m. he's amazing.
victoria's actually really cool. I never paid attention. since diana and tiffany weren't there. because of chinese camp reunion? whatever...yeah. you know how you just talk to someone and not run out of any topics...and before you know it you don't need to think on your feet for conversation subjects...wake up me. smack me on the head if I don't pay any attention. I assume too much. or I don't assume at all. agonizing? yes.
well hope high school's not too hard on her.
I saw the notebooks in your room
the pages were torn
we better clean it up quick
before someone gets cold
the fire it makes can't keep anyone warm