25
wow....hit the big 25 today.
scary to think I actually am that old right now.
My girlfriend is only 21...I know it's only 4 years...but it starts to seem like ages.
You know...for someone thats been dead 23 times....this is the first time I actually feel like I have to deal with any kind of mortality. Scary actually.
There is also this kind of feeling of disgust and depression.
25 and it seems like I haven't done fuck with my life.
I own a booking and promotions business, but it's still a fledgeling, even with all my connections.
I've seen, and worked with, some great bands, don't get me wrong: Federal Case, Misconcieved, Mindrought, Negative Feedback, Detroit Powersource, Flip Soket, Fixer, 9th Corner, the Cosmonauts.....all these are great guys, and just some really good bands, but it's this fucking music scene....unless your some big shot, it's like no-one wants to know you...it's so fucked.
I dunno...it's just really...weird
scary to think I actually am that old right now.
My girlfriend is only 21...I know it's only 4 years...but it starts to seem like ages.
You know...for someone thats been dead 23 times....this is the first time I actually feel like I have to deal with any kind of mortality. Scary actually.
There is also this kind of feeling of disgust and depression.
25 and it seems like I haven't done fuck with my life.
I own a booking and promotions business, but it's still a fledgeling, even with all my connections.
I've seen, and worked with, some great bands, don't get me wrong: Federal Case, Misconcieved, Mindrought, Negative Feedback, Detroit Powersource, Flip Soket, Fixer, 9th Corner, the Cosmonauts.....all these are great guys, and just some really good bands, but it's this fucking music scene....unless your some big shot, it's like no-one wants to know you...it's so fucked.
I dunno...it's just really...weird