Last entry of the year
Well, here it is, the last day of 2004.
I took some time to look at the past year and think of all the things I did wrong and I came up with one conclusion...It was a fucked up year!!
2005 will be different, I know it.
I am going to change some things in my life, for the better.
Such as...
I will be on the road and driving by the end of January. This way I can get out and meet people and not be limited to just walking.
I will not let work rule my life, nore will I give up my days off just to placate co-workers and managers.
I will be more attentive of my friends and remaining family, but I will not let my schedual revolve around others.
I will not sit around waiting for others to call when they have nothing better to do.
I will be more happy and laugh often.
I will not let anyone walk over me or use me as a last resort when they have nothing to do.
I will delve more fully into my wiccian studies and not let anyone tell me its wrong or evil.
I will get Tokh'ra fixed. (sorry Tokh'ra, it has to be done.)
I will fit into a size 38 (or smaller) pant by spring.
I will help my friends to realize that if they are bitching about not having money then maybe they should lay off the drinking and clubing for a while and induldge in activities that don't cost money. Like gameing.
I will offer emotional support for others, and will expect the favor returned in kind.
I will drop the dead weight of people who think I am just an occasional source of entertainment or only a shoulder to cry on.
I will give as I am given, even if it means hurting others just so they can see how wrong they are.
I will learn to say NO, and mean it.
I will have more friends.
I will not allow others to walk over me for their own enjoyment, if I don't want to do something, then it won't be done.
I will own every Toho Kaiju move made.
I will indulge in every sexual fantasy I have ever had.
I will have a boy friend by the end of the year, be he a top or a bottom, bi or gay.
I will allow my "others" more time in the flesh. Why should I have all the fun??
Well, thats it I guess. I know most people have the same things they want to get done in the new year and I wish them luck.
I took some time to look at the past year and think of all the things I did wrong and I came up with one conclusion...It was a fucked up year!!
2005 will be different, I know it.
I am going to change some things in my life, for the better.
Such as...
I will be on the road and driving by the end of January. This way I can get out and meet people and not be limited to just walking.
I will not let work rule my life, nore will I give up my days off just to placate co-workers and managers.
I will be more attentive of my friends and remaining family, but I will not let my schedual revolve around others.
I will not sit around waiting for others to call when they have nothing better to do.
I will be more happy and laugh often.
I will not let anyone walk over me or use me as a last resort when they have nothing to do.
I will delve more fully into my wiccian studies and not let anyone tell me its wrong or evil.
I will get Tokh'ra fixed. (sorry Tokh'ra, it has to be done.)
I will fit into a size 38 (or smaller) pant by spring.
I will help my friends to realize that if they are bitching about not having money then maybe they should lay off the drinking and clubing for a while and induldge in activities that don't cost money. Like gameing.
I will offer emotional support for others, and will expect the favor returned in kind.
I will drop the dead weight of people who think I am just an occasional source of entertainment or only a shoulder to cry on.
I will give as I am given, even if it means hurting others just so they can see how wrong they are.
I will learn to say NO, and mean it.
I will have more friends.
I will not allow others to walk over me for their own enjoyment, if I don't want to do something, then it won't be done.
I will own every Toho Kaiju move made.
I will indulge in every sexual fantasy I have ever had.
I will have a boy friend by the end of the year, be he a top or a bottom, bi or gay.
I will allow my "others" more time in the flesh. Why should I have all the fun??
Well, thats it I guess. I know most people have the same things they want to get done in the new year and I wish them luck.