Fuck you
Yea... fuck you... yes you, you know why? (yes this is a rant... if you dont want to read... go fuck yourself, dont read it and stop complaining about my rants) Because people suck. I hate people... especially stupid people, who cant drive and act like jackasses, only watch out for themselves, go fuck yourself you self absorbed asshole. When i say people suck... i mean... EVERYONE including myself... i hate me, i hate being alone. I rarely see my friends (Emily... if you say that "everytime i ask you you say no, but when dudley and james ask you say yes, blah blah-- ok... sometimes i DONT want to hang out, sometimes i WANT to be alone, sometimes i WANT to chill at home, i'm here a lot... yea but... eventhough i hate it, i LIKE it here too)Emily... u work and have a life... so... i see you every now and then (i'm not complaining when i say this, i like hanging around you, you gots interesting opinions on things that i like... which is ... interesting hearing new "views" on stuff) Chris... he's in columbia right now in college... and... has a life, so... i see him when he has the rare chance to come by, i'm greatful, its cool talking to you, Matt... he's... always working... or... with his g/f... he has a life... just about any day he has off of work... his 1st choice is to spend it with me and john... which is cool, but like i said a rare thing, dudley... he's been dating a lot... he is slightly annoying (who isnt goddamnit)and works... 2 jobs, james... is always working or busy with his cars, or... busy with his life, moving on... u see the pattern?... oh yea.. Wilson... in the Navy... called once since x-mas asking last minute if i wanted to drive to west virginia to get drunk with him... ... has... a career/... drunk life? ... a life... me?... I have a life... as... pointless as it is right now... i have a life. People always say i'm a "great guy"... everyone wonders why i dont have a g/f... yea... who wouldnt want a 20year old guy, who is unemployed, doesnt go to college, drives around in a truck his mom paid(/pays) for, has no money, a handful of friends, still lives at home, for which he doesnt pay for things... because... well he cant, no money, i just said that one line up, cant you read? A great life you say?.... No... a great life would include some kind of job and income and... maybe... anything else? I say fuck the world, but the world says its my fault... and i agree with it, i'm FUCKING LAZY and i'm tired of hearing people saying "you need to do this, you need to do that, blah blah" you know what you need to do? Good, you better, you dont like me telling you what to do with your life, dont tell me what the fuck i should do with mine. I will say that this shit isnt going to last long... i say fuck the world and i'll prove myself to it so it'll get off my fucking back and so when i rant like this i can had some good points on my side so it even things out. I dont know what the fuck i just said, so dont post asking what i'm talking because i still dont know... i'm pissed... tired, exhausted, bored, alone... well... john might watch a movie with me... hoo-ray, cant wait, then... its back to this... so... yea...