for fuck's sake
As per the norm for the past 2 weeks I cannot sleep. I go to bed, get up a few random times, then fall into a half daze around 6:00-7:00am while my alarm goes off. The only exception to this being a couple of days last week when I was sick.
So... Update. Hrm.
Haven't posted since the 3rd of December. Since then I have attended church one day. I think the higher power was trying to tell me it was a bad idea. We got lost trying to find it (have you found Jesus?) then the truck was booted because we parked in the wrong area. I no longer have a truck. Not because it was booted, different reasons. I am car-less for the first time in 6 years. Going insane as driving relaxes me and I can't. That and I have to bum a ride to and from work. There are very few people I feel comfortable being a passenger with. Work is still similar to watching a retarded spider monkey trying to copulate with an Tonka truck. They pulled all of the mobile tech's phones, so I no longer have a phone (letting Vyx use my old one still). Vyx is still looking for work, but with absolutely no transportation this has now become pretty much impossible. Still trying to play finance catch-up from all the BS in 2007 and not doing so well in that department. Took 2 days off to try and have some relax time in the mountians but wound up staying home because some stuff fell through. Seems I still have some karma that needs to be worked off. But... I still have Vyx, my girls, some very good friends, a place to live, and a job. I'll keep grinding.
In more surreal news, I heard from my brother today. Scared the hell out of me when I found out he called. Last time he called was the day before my surgery. Time before that was when my dad died. This time it was to ask me to be best man at his wedding in August. Yeah.. Haven't even met his fiance. I was going to call him tonight to get more details, but got home late and didn't want to bug him. I'll prolly call him tomorrow night.
So... Update. Hrm.
Haven't posted since the 3rd of December. Since then I have attended church one day. I think the higher power was trying to tell me it was a bad idea. We got lost trying to find it (have you found Jesus?) then the truck was booted because we parked in the wrong area. I no longer have a truck. Not because it was booted, different reasons. I am car-less for the first time in 6 years. Going insane as driving relaxes me and I can't. That and I have to bum a ride to and from work. There are very few people I feel comfortable being a passenger with. Work is still similar to watching a retarded spider monkey trying to copulate with an Tonka truck. They pulled all of the mobile tech's phones, so I no longer have a phone (letting Vyx use my old one still). Vyx is still looking for work, but with absolutely no transportation this has now become pretty much impossible. Still trying to play finance catch-up from all the BS in 2007 and not doing so well in that department. Took 2 days off to try and have some relax time in the mountians but wound up staying home because some stuff fell through. Seems I still have some karma that needs to be worked off. But... I still have Vyx, my girls, some very good friends, a place to live, and a job. I'll keep grinding.
In more surreal news, I heard from my brother today. Scared the hell out of me when I found out he called. Last time he called was the day before my surgery. Time before that was when my dad died. This time it was to ask me to be best man at his wedding in August. Yeah.. Haven't even met his fiance. I was going to call him tonight to get more details, but got home late and didn't want to bug him. I'll prolly call him tomorrow night.