Still conscious, breathing, and insane
I have not been deployed.
I have not died by my own hand.
I have not died by anyone else's hand.
Although at times, I wish I had.
I am still in this crazy ass relationship, although at times I seriously question my sanity for doing so.
I now have nightmares every single night - always the same basic theme, usually the same dream but with variations. Always within the first hour of falling asleep. I try to not sleep once I wake up from them.
I am still in a battle of wits with my ex-husband - although having abattle of wits with an unarmed person is usually futile which I am finding out.
That, my friends, in a nutshell, is whats been going on these days.
I have not died by my own hand.
I have not died by anyone else's hand.
Although at times, I wish I had.
I am still in this crazy ass relationship, although at times I seriously question my sanity for doing so.
I now have nightmares every single night - always the same basic theme, usually the same dream but with variations. Always within the first hour of falling asleep. I try to not sleep once I wake up from them.
I am still in a battle of wits with my ex-husband - although having abattle of wits with an unarmed person is usually futile which I am finding out.
That, my friends, in a nutshell, is whats been going on these days.