Mercury MUST be in retrograde or something....
I'm so depressed I could scream...and by reading some of your journals, I'm not the only one. Maybe the Equinox didn't bring the happy happy joy joy feelings it usually does. Or maybe we're just all insane.
No, I take that back - I'm the only insane one around here.
I'm insane to sit here with my checkbook and try to crunch numbers that are already so crunched they're in crumbs.
I'm insane to continue to care about and love a man who says he loves me but rarely shows it and constantly put everyone and everything before me.
I'm insane to keep listening to songs that I know are going to make me cry simply because they remind me of him.
I'm insane to continue to stay in a relationship that I know is going nowhere, that I know has no future unless I accept the way things are and in the process, compromise my own needs and wants and worse, beliefs.
I'm insane to keep attempting to show a strong outside when inside, all I want to do is scream.
Yep, I'm insane.
No, I take that back - I'm the only insane one around here.
I'm insane to sit here with my checkbook and try to crunch numbers that are already so crunched they're in crumbs.
I'm insane to continue to care about and love a man who says he loves me but rarely shows it and constantly put everyone and everything before me.
I'm insane to keep listening to songs that I know are going to make me cry simply because they remind me of him.
I'm insane to continue to stay in a relationship that I know is going nowhere, that I know has no future unless I accept the way things are and in the process, compromise my own needs and wants and worse, beliefs.
I'm insane to keep attempting to show a strong outside when inside, all I want to do is scream.
Yep, I'm insane.