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its hard to smile and say that everything is alright when it really isn't...
today marks a very sad day in my life's chapter. Someone that i have held so dear for a long time has lost a long battle. i walk in the door and my dad calls me into his bedroom and relayed the news.... "Erica, Grandma died this afternoon" she died of a very painful cancer... my heart feels like it has been riped in two.... i loved my grandma so much. i prayed for some sort of miricle that might come up that would let me see her alicve again... just one last time..... its hard to let go of someone who basicly raised you for about 10 years of your life... always being there with loving arms that said all my stick figure drawigs were wonderful and she would bring me to church and who was the best cook in the world.... i miss her so much.... i didn't want her to go..... i leave friday and come back either monday or tuesday.
I love you Grandma.
God, Please take care of my Grandma, Let her be free and happy, and never again let her feel pain.
~Erica~
today marks a very sad day in my life's chapter. Someone that i have held so dear for a long time has lost a long battle. i walk in the door and my dad calls me into his bedroom and relayed the news.... "Erica, Grandma died this afternoon" she died of a very painful cancer... my heart feels like it has been riped in two.... i loved my grandma so much. i prayed for some sort of miricle that might come up that would let me see her alicve again... just one last time..... its hard to let go of someone who basicly raised you for about 10 years of your life... always being there with loving arms that said all my stick figure drawigs were wonderful and she would bring me to church and who was the best cook in the world.... i miss her so much.... i didn't want her to go..... i leave friday and come back either monday or tuesday.
I love you Grandma.
God, Please take care of my Grandma, Let her be free and happy, and never again let her feel pain.
~Erica~