Oh God, I forgot about you!

[wolfs_rahne]

So it appears that I like to neglect my Live Journal. and with good reason. I just don't get online
enough to say what is going on and not like anything fascinating is happening right now.

I have been thinking about a career in music again. What that is I can't quite tell. I have been drawn back to the fantasy of having my own radio station. While this was and has been a dream of mine for a long time, maybe I should reconsider my feelings on this.

I love music, it is a passion of mine. I love to show people music and I love to make playlists, which howlsthunder agrees, says I am a perfectionist and just have an ear for "What should come next".

I need to realize I can have this and I just need to boost and encouragement to do so. I have this fear of failure and taking chances. Maybe its time to take one hell of a leap and go for it. I have nothing holding me back.

I just need to let go of the insane notion that this is a "dream" "intangible" and beyond safe.
I need to let go of me and let my other self take control. I think she would be better at this than me.