Nov 03, 2005 14:56
So here's the deal Gus has been all over my case about Jen, SO here is my response and i don't expect anyone to read this but now Gus can leave me alone and feel that he has done his deed to help out his ex.
1. I do not hate Jen, yes I do feel ill to stomach when I think about her, but mostly because of the time and energy I have wasted on her, but I don't hate, hating is bad and when you hate once the hate will not stop.
2. I do honestly and truly believe in my heart of hearts that everyone loves Jen more than me,
3. No one has ever defended me to Jen so I don't know why people are always on my case about her.
4. Jen will always win and be fine and its not like she cares so why can't everyone just leave me alone about this?
So in conclusion, Jen you win. I do not I hate you. I just needed to do what was best for me, which is not being around you because you are really mean to me, meaner than any person has ever been to me. So call off Gus, and whatever other plans you have to tell everyone I am a stupid bitch. The person I was when I knew you is not me. So there once again Jen is the all powerful all loved.