posting ?
haven't in a long while.
i keep saying i don't have a life because all i do is go to work and school. well that's stupid because i do have a life, and it's just chocked full of responsibilities right now and a stuffed agenda and that's okay with me, i realize, and i like it. it is good to work hard yourself to get things done and accomplished. i don't care anymore if people are going to snub me because of it. that obviously didn't mean they were really a "friend" in the first place.
i don't see him much anymore, but p.j. is still close to excellent. actually, he is excellent but we've been bickering a lot lately. i feel it's in part me always being so irritable with not being on a steady eating or sleeping schedule and dealing with people's shit every day and because of above mentioned work and school, and in part to him just talking out of his ass to sound right in a wrong situation. however, i've never felt like this about something and i've never had a greater feeling of security, friendship, and compassion than i do now. i don't even have to work hard for it either, which is a perk. i'm loved just for being me...what a novel idea.
new york is on friday. i am so excited and ready to take a break from florida !
i keep saying i don't have a life because all i do is go to work and school. well that's stupid because i do have a life, and it's just chocked full of responsibilities right now and a stuffed agenda and that's okay with me, i realize, and i like it. it is good to work hard yourself to get things done and accomplished. i don't care anymore if people are going to snub me because of it. that obviously didn't mean they were really a "friend" in the first place.
i don't see him much anymore, but p.j. is still close to excellent. actually, he is excellent but we've been bickering a lot lately. i feel it's in part me always being so irritable with not being on a steady eating or sleeping schedule and dealing with people's shit every day and because of above mentioned work and school, and in part to him just talking out of his ass to sound right in a wrong situation. however, i've never felt like this about something and i've never had a greater feeling of security, friendship, and compassion than i do now. i don't even have to work hard for it either, which is a perk. i'm loved just for being me...what a novel idea.
new york is on friday. i am so excited and ready to take a break from florida !