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When I started my shift today at work, the Walmart store manager and I had to have a meeting to discuss my pharmacy tech position.
Good news: I get to do pharmacy tech work every Saturday from 12-8 starting in two weeks. Also, the next time the pharmacy tech position opens up, I'm offered it.
Bad news: After telling me the good news, he ripped into me about how rude I am, how negative I am, how I snap at people, and how I pretty much overall have a bad attitude and need to get it adjusted. This was completely and absolutely uncalled for and irrelevent to what the meeting was actually about. Not only that, but it was rude of him to say those things to me. He has only met me maybe 4-5 times and for only 10 minutes at a time. Each and every time that I have spoken to him, yeah, I've been in a bad mood. Why? Because of the fucking problem that we were trying to resolve! So yeah, I'm obviously going to be negative and slightly rude. And for the love of god, I have always been outspoken. If I have a fucking problem with you, you'll know it. I am kind as fuck to the women that I work with. I am absolutely nice to the pharmacists that come in. I LOVE my coworkers (besides the managers) so he has no right at all to have said those things to me. I just broke down crying the moment I left his office. It was rude for him to even say that! I havent slept well in a week, I haven't been eating well. I'm drained! I'm super stressed out about my job, finding another job, the future, whether or not I'll go to college, money, my boyfriend, my family, my friends, I'm stressed out about sleeping, and eating. I'm still emotionally fucked up from that funeral last Saturday. All of this combined with the fact that he ripped into me just made me break down and cry. I didn't know what the fuck else to do. Then my pharmacy otc manager ripped into me when I returned to the pharmacy crying. She went on about how unreliable I am. Fuck her. I started writing out my two weeks notice. I've had enough of this place, but then Ekaterina, one of the technicians, and she's pretty much my mother figure even though I have mom, but my real mom does a terrible job at being a mom, so Ekaterina supplies me with the advice my mom should be giving me. Well, she took my two weeks notice and ripped it up it front of me. She said I shouldn't be making rash decisions until I find a new job first. I'm not mad at her for ripping it up. I do want to quit, but I understand that she's just trying to look out for whats best for me. I am a fucking mess, that's for sure.
Good news: I get to do pharmacy tech work every Saturday from 12-8 starting in two weeks. Also, the next time the pharmacy tech position opens up, I'm offered it.
Bad news: After telling me the good news, he ripped into me about how rude I am, how negative I am, how I snap at people, and how I pretty much overall have a bad attitude and need to get it adjusted. This was completely and absolutely uncalled for and irrelevent to what the meeting was actually about. Not only that, but it was rude of him to say those things to me. He has only met me maybe 4-5 times and for only 10 minutes at a time. Each and every time that I have spoken to him, yeah, I've been in a bad mood. Why? Because of the fucking problem that we were trying to resolve! So yeah, I'm obviously going to be negative and slightly rude. And for the love of god, I have always been outspoken. If I have a fucking problem with you, you'll know it. I am kind as fuck to the women that I work with. I am absolutely nice to the pharmacists that come in. I LOVE my coworkers (besides the managers) so he has no right at all to have said those things to me. I just broke down crying the moment I left his office. It was rude for him to even say that! I havent slept well in a week, I haven't been eating well. I'm drained! I'm super stressed out about my job, finding another job, the future, whether or not I'll go to college, money, my boyfriend, my family, my friends, I'm stressed out about sleeping, and eating. I'm still emotionally fucked up from that funeral last Saturday. All of this combined with the fact that he ripped into me just made me break down and cry. I didn't know what the fuck else to do. Then my pharmacy otc manager ripped into me when I returned to the pharmacy crying. She went on about how unreliable I am. Fuck her. I started writing out my two weeks notice. I've had enough of this place, but then Ekaterina, one of the technicians, and she's pretty much my mother figure even though I have mom, but my real mom does a terrible job at being a mom, so Ekaterina supplies me with the advice my mom should be giving me. Well, she took my two weeks notice and ripped it up it front of me. She said I shouldn't be making rash decisions until I find a new job first. I'm not mad at her for ripping it up. I do want to quit, but I understand that she's just trying to look out for whats best for me. I am a fucking mess, that's for sure.