Life, She's a Bitch
So it's been a while since I've posted any self important sermonizing on here so why the fuck not?
So Tuesday I fall down a flight of steps and catch a cold. Both of these things suck. Wednesday I spend most of the day kinda feeling like shit and playing dragon age courtesy of Joey (thanks). Leaving joey's I get a text from Kristi wanting me to come out to Base camp. I don't want to and turn her down, she says that the place is full of girls in lingerie. So I go out despite the fact that I feel like shit. Right off the bat she makes to kiss me, I move back. I sing a few songs and have a decent time. We hang out she flirts with the me whole time.
Here's a little background on why that pisses me off. We haven't hung out since she moved out till about two weeks ago, she starts calling me up and coming over and playing video games n shit with me. Last week when she came over she tells her parents she's dating someone. She only seems to want to hang out with me and come onto me when she's with someone else. I'm not her fucking backup boyfriend and I refuse to act like I am. I don't understand and am so tired of her and her shit.
So then yesterday I spent a good deal of the day running some downtime for my LARP players and coughing shit up. Good times
Last night I couldn't sleep and today I've been coughing up more shit and watching t.v. before I head back to Huntsville.
Side note:
What the fuck happened to everybody? I mean I understand I'm not perfect (closer than most though), but when I see posts about people I grew up with having 5 year old kids and having never been married, or being carted off to jail, or a guy who played in the first d&d game I ever ran being executed for murder. I have to sit back and wonder what fuck happened to everybody? Where did all the innocence go? And though I've made my share of mistakes how is it that unlike those poor souls I'm still ok?
Man life, she's a bitch.
So Tuesday I fall down a flight of steps and catch a cold. Both of these things suck. Wednesday I spend most of the day kinda feeling like shit and playing dragon age courtesy of Joey (thanks). Leaving joey's I get a text from Kristi wanting me to come out to Base camp. I don't want to and turn her down, she says that the place is full of girls in lingerie. So I go out despite the fact that I feel like shit. Right off the bat she makes to kiss me, I move back. I sing a few songs and have a decent time. We hang out she flirts with the me whole time.
Here's a little background on why that pisses me off. We haven't hung out since she moved out till about two weeks ago, she starts calling me up and coming over and playing video games n shit with me. Last week when she came over she tells her parents she's dating someone. She only seems to want to hang out with me and come onto me when she's with someone else. I'm not her fucking backup boyfriend and I refuse to act like I am. I don't understand and am so tired of her and her shit.
So then yesterday I spent a good deal of the day running some downtime for my LARP players and coughing shit up. Good times
Last night I couldn't sleep and today I've been coughing up more shit and watching t.v. before I head back to Huntsville.
Side note:
What the fuck happened to everybody? I mean I understand I'm not perfect (closer than most though), but when I see posts about people I grew up with having 5 year old kids and having never been married, or being carted off to jail, or a guy who played in the first d&d game I ever ran being executed for murder. I have to sit back and wonder what fuck happened to everybody? Where did all the innocence go? And though I've made my share of mistakes how is it that unlike those poor souls I'm still ok?
Man life, she's a bitch.