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Yep, that last journal entry was umm, a bit hard to read with the typos, but here I am now, sober and recovered from con. I still feel I should take Cedric up on his offer, the one he's made to me and uproot to start again, but I'm scared of doing it. I don't know if I can hold that drunken resolve or just go back into hiding again denying what I might need to do to get out of this damn rut I've been in since well, honestly moving to Texas. Esp not sure what to do with the new relationship that just started a month ago in all this. It's not like I can just go up and leave him, I do care for him after all, but I also know a long distance relationship is hard at best and damaging to all involved at worst. It is something I have to consider in all this. Aside from that I don't have much to say right now, so I'll wander off into silence again. Till later.