Feeling Lonely!
Tonight is feeling like a sad night for me now. I realize just how lonely I really am. I broke up with my girlfriend not too long ago (Not Officially yet since she hasn't called me in a month) and now I feel like a total loser for letting it get as far as it did. The main thing that kept us together was my need for sexual affection and she knew just how to manipulate me. But I was young and nieve back then and have learned from my mistakes. Now if I do find another woman, I will do the one thing I should've done in the first place, take it slow and let it progress naturally. If it happens fine. If not, try, try again.