JOAHR : 01/31/93 - 9th Grade, Feelin' Guilty
Sorry about the break again... school got hectic for a little while and I didn't know where I wanted to go with this entry... but now I think I've got it down.
Title : Journals Of A Highschool Romance
Pairing : Jere/Matt
Rating : G so far.
Summary : This is a new kind of story for me. It's a chapter-fic, but each one is gonna be semi-short 'cause it's journal entries. Hope ya like it!
A/N : The entries will be switching between more than one character. Some made up, some real.
Disclaimer : No, I do not own any real people in this or any stories. Slavery ended back in the 1800s. Original characters are my creation.
Other Entries :
Sept 8 - 9th Grade, First Day
9/27/92 - 9th Grade, Surprise Party
Oct 3 - 9th Grade, The Day After
10-27-92 - 9th Grade, Worst Day Ever
11/14/92 - 9th Grade, It’s True, I Swear
Nov 24 - 9th Grade, ???
Thirteenth Of December - 9th Grade, OMG!
12/26/93 - 9th Grade, Winter Wonderland Battlefield
NEW YEAR'S DAY
Jan 19 - 9th Grade, Back To Normal?
01/31/93 - 9th Grade, Feelin' Guilty
It's been a whole month and I can't take it anymore. I haven't hung out with Jere outside of school, I haven't called him, I haven't written in my journal, I haven't felt safe, I haven't watched TV series... I haven't done ANYTHING that Joey would consider too 'gay'. It's bullshit. All of it. I miss my best friend. So what, we kissed once. It was a heat of the moment thing. I really can't deal with the separation thing.
Yeah, Joey's been my best friend since diapers, but he's never acted like such an asshole before. And yeah, maybe I'm a wuss for not standing up to him and for Jere, but not anymore. I will talk to him when I want to and see him when I want to. Joey doesn't own me. And if he's gonna be such an asshole about me having two best friends, then he can just eat it and leave. I'm not about to throw 13 years of friendship out the window, but if he can't deal with sharing my friendship, then sobeit.
I can't believe how rude I must have been to Jere over the past month. Now I feel really bad. Will he still want to be my friend? Oh man, I really hope he doesn't hate me too much. That would suck more than not talking to him; not being his friend.
Maybe I'll call him and ask him to come over and we'll play SNES or something. UGH! I can't take this anymore. I know I usually write more about what I'm feeling and all that crap, but all I'm really feeling right now is that I want to be around Jere. So, I guess I'm cutting this short... I'm gonna go call him right now.
/Matt/Lov(er)ato/
-Z
Title : Journals Of A Highschool Romance
Pairing : Jere/Matt
Rating : G so far.
Summary : This is a new kind of story for me. It's a chapter-fic, but each one is gonna be semi-short 'cause it's journal entries. Hope ya like it!
A/N : The entries will be switching between more than one character. Some made up, some real.
Disclaimer : No, I do not own any real people in this or any stories. Slavery ended back in the 1800s. Original characters are my creation.
Other Entries :
Sept 8 - 9th Grade, First Day
9/27/92 - 9th Grade, Surprise Party
Oct 3 - 9th Grade, The Day After
10-27-92 - 9th Grade, Worst Day Ever
11/14/92 - 9th Grade, It’s True, I Swear
Nov 24 - 9th Grade, ???
Thirteenth Of December - 9th Grade, OMG!
12/26/93 - 9th Grade, Winter Wonderland Battlefield
NEW YEAR'S DAY
Jan 19 - 9th Grade, Back To Normal?
01/31/93 - 9th Grade, Feelin' Guilty
It's been a whole month and I can't take it anymore. I haven't hung out with Jere outside of school, I haven't called him, I haven't written in my journal, I haven't felt safe, I haven't watched TV series... I haven't done ANYTHING that Joey would consider too 'gay'. It's bullshit. All of it. I miss my best friend. So what, we kissed once. It was a heat of the moment thing. I really can't deal with the separation thing.
Yeah, Joey's been my best friend since diapers, but he's never acted like such an asshole before. And yeah, maybe I'm a wuss for not standing up to him and for Jere, but not anymore. I will talk to him when I want to and see him when I want to. Joey doesn't own me. And if he's gonna be such an asshole about me having two best friends, then he can just eat it and leave. I'm not about to throw 13 years of friendship out the window, but if he can't deal with sharing my friendship, then sobeit.
I can't believe how rude I must have been to Jere over the past month. Now I feel really bad. Will he still want to be my friend? Oh man, I really hope he doesn't hate me too much. That would suck more than not talking to him; not being his friend.
Maybe I'll call him and ask him to come over and we'll play SNES or something. UGH! I can't take this anymore. I know I usually write more about what I'm feeling and all that crap, but all I'm really feeling right now is that I want to be around Jere. So, I guess I'm cutting this short... I'm gonna go call him right now.
/Matt/Lov(er)ato/
-Z