trying to find myself

[wolflover22]

i have been think alot, i feel like i have got lost. this week has been good, i have been able to get outside and relaxe. which i really need, i need just to be able to sit outside and think about everything that has been bothering me. it seems i think and worry about the stupidest things about myself. but, i just get them off my mind. i feel like i have been worry to much about myself and i hate that. some times i think if one thing would happen everything else would get better and i would no longer think about things. but i know things dont work like that. i just dont know what to say anymore or even to think. grrrr...i get so mad at myself. i have been happier latly then i have in a long time, i just wish i could figure myself out.

p.s. sarah were is that love dr. you were going to get me? hehe

Forces
By: Kimberly Van Treeck 06

Lightening shot across
The night sky
Turning the sky a bright
Blue
It light up the surface
Of the dark lake
The thunder rumbled
Echoing across the
Lake
I sat on the rock
Above the water
Let the forces of
Nature
Do with me as they
Please