Whining and in pain...

Mar 03, 2011 17:26



... Woke up this morning with half of my face and head hurting. And it's still not completely gone. I took two ibuprofen and it didn't even put a dent in the feeling. Had to wait four hours to take Excedrin Migraine, which has helped a bit. But I can still feel it. I even stayed on the computer for a bit, but moving around the house made it worse.

My stomach feels yucky, which is just oh so fun. I'm almost always hurting somewhere, but I hate days where it's like it all wants to gang up on me. I dunno why. *shrug* Just seems to happen.

My older sister has to work overnight tonight, so I'm babysitting, while she's sleeping today and while she's gone tonight. Which isn't a big deal, because I always babysit on Thursdays anyways. My problem with it today is that Big Sis just asked me to make sure I get my niece to take a shower tonight. When I did that earlier this week, my niece slipped while I was helping her out of the tub and hurt her leg. So I'm kinda freaked about being the one in charge of this again. Especially with how my head is still hurting and I don't like being vertical right now. And I understand why Big Sis can't do it before she sleeps today because she's had a really busy, hectic day and needs to get as much sleep before she has to go to work tonight. I just... yeah.

Now, I just recently posted an entry asking for short prompts to help get my writer's block to go away. I started on two of them, but I haven't been able to get anything finished. The reason I wanted to do it was to write some nice, short fics for people on my flist and then I could finally get more added to this hurt!Jared fic I've been working on.

Well, obviously I haven't gotten any of those prompt-fics done, right? But somehow managed to add over 1000 words to that hurt!Jared fic yesterday. *shakes head* And I'm really happy that I was able to add something to it. But I hate that now I can't get anything written for those prompts. Because they all rock and I love them and I want to write something for each of them. But I've sat with a near-blank word document in front of me and haven't gotten anything more added to it today. *sigh*

Wow, this was all completely random and weird and I'm really sorry if none of it makes any sense. I just needed to get all this out because I haven't had anyone to vent to today and I don't think anyone was really paying attention when I was complaining about it earlier. Or, they just don't quite understand how bothered I was by it all. *shrug*

~wolfish willow

rant, rl, randomness

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