6 am
For some reason I'm up at 6am.
I slept for shit, was up all night thinking and my head was sorting and clearing.
I feel better this morning than I did last week, though I am a hell of a lot more tireder than I recall being in a long while. But it's a different kind of tired, it's that I'm exhausted but I'm determined and I'm going on sort of tired, I know things will come together soon, and somewhere in me I feel refreshed from all the thinking and the time I got to spend with myself last night, unable to sleep.
I slept for shit, was up all night thinking and my head was sorting and clearing.
I feel better this morning than I did last week, though I am a hell of a lot more tireder than I recall being in a long while. But it's a different kind of tired, it's that I'm exhausted but I'm determined and I'm going on sort of tired, I know things will come together soon, and somewhere in me I feel refreshed from all the thinking and the time I got to spend with myself last night, unable to sleep.