Gah. The Life Of A Work-a-holic
Can you get high on music? Or, I don't know, stress hormones? Just asking because I feel like I have a work hangover. I have a massive head ache, feel sick, my muscles ache and it feels like I could just spend the whole day sleeping: I seem to be unable to pick myself up and go warm up for my violin lesson (yes, on Saturday). Ouch.
I am still very happy for last week and my band is still amazing, only physically I feel pretty beat. By body seems to be slightly manic-depressive.
Maybe it's time to remind myself of the limits of a human body (like, half a lunch doesn't support a 12-hour schoolday), and also the burnout I had a couple of years back. If some day I'm able to live a sustainable everyday life and not get myself in this shape regularly, I have achieved something.
I am still very happy for last week and my band is still amazing, only physically I feel pretty beat. By body seems to be slightly manic-depressive.
Maybe it's time to remind myself of the limits of a human body (like, half a lunch doesn't support a 12-hour schoolday), and also the burnout I had a couple of years back. If some day I'm able to live a sustainable everyday life and not get myself in this shape regularly, I have achieved something.