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I need to stop living with this "shadow overhead". I know I can get alot more out of life if I just let it happen. I need to stop dwelling on the crap and just have fun. "Things will happen in your life that you can't stop, but that's no reason to shut out the world". That's from Now and Then. Good movie. Still lost somewhere in my house...damn.
Seeing Lindsay and Melissa was exactly what I needed! I missed them so much and having even the tiniest Goucher fix was so perfect! I FINNNALLLLYYYY met the famous Chris who is such a cool cat! After a fun day in Hahvahd Sq, Lindsay and I went to my sister's last a cappella concert. Her group was by far the best group there. And I'm not being biased. They're just fuckin amazing. It was a good day. It was reallly great seeing you girls! I already miss you...and the extra large, stubby, ribbed, blue "condom".
My sister graduated from highschool today! Her graduating class was so big, the graduation was at BU. So weird to think that my little sister is going to college! CRAAAAAZINESS! After that, we went to the North End (Little Italy) for dinner at Monica's, a cute little italian restaurant that has amaazing pasta. Then my sisters and I walked around the corner a little bit to go to Mike's Pastries (AMAAAAZING cookies and cannoli's and other pastries) but we took a slight detour to a cute little jewelery, hat, dress, candy, bag store and the two of them picked out necklaces. My dad then called me and asked where we were because he wanted a cookie too so he was going to come with us. I told him about the store and he ended up buying them each a necklace. He asked me if I wanted one too but I said no. None of them were really me anyway. So he turned to my sisters and said, "Pick out a necklace for her." So....I have a new necklace. It's pretty...I just don't know what to wear it with. I'm bad at that.
OH SHIT! I need to get shots tomorrow....ohh noooooooo! I wish there was some explaination for my fear...but there isn't. I asked my parents if I had a bad experience when I was little and apparently not. ARGAHRGHAGRAHGAHRGARHARGAHRGRARRAGHHHHHHH!!!!!
Camp on Tuesday. This is going to be an interesting summer. That's all I have to say.
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WAY BACK INTO LOVE
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
Seeing Lindsay and Melissa was exactly what I needed! I missed them so much and having even the tiniest Goucher fix was so perfect! I FINNNALLLLYYYY met the famous Chris who is such a cool cat! After a fun day in Hahvahd Sq, Lindsay and I went to my sister's last a cappella concert. Her group was by far the best group there. And I'm not being biased. They're just fuckin amazing. It was a good day. It was reallly great seeing you girls! I already miss you...and the extra large, stubby, ribbed, blue "condom".
My sister graduated from highschool today! Her graduating class was so big, the graduation was at BU. So weird to think that my little sister is going to college! CRAAAAAZINESS! After that, we went to the North End (Little Italy) for dinner at Monica's, a cute little italian restaurant that has amaazing pasta. Then my sisters and I walked around the corner a little bit to go to Mike's Pastries (AMAAAAZING cookies and cannoli's and other pastries) but we took a slight detour to a cute little jewelery, hat, dress, candy, bag store and the two of them picked out necklaces. My dad then called me and asked where we were because he wanted a cookie too so he was going to come with us. I told him about the store and he ended up buying them each a necklace. He asked me if I wanted one too but I said no. None of them were really me anyway. So he turned to my sisters and said, "Pick out a necklace for her." So....I have a new necklace. It's pretty...I just don't know what to wear it with. I'm bad at that.
OH SHIT! I need to get shots tomorrow....ohh noooooooo! I wish there was some explaination for my fear...but there isn't. I asked my parents if I had a bad experience when I was little and apparently not. ARGAHRGHAGRAHGAHRGARHARGAHRGRARRAGHHHHHHH!!!!!
Camp on Tuesday. This is going to be an interesting summer. That's all I have to say.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
WAY BACK INTO LOVE
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end